@Mario martz You read my story yesterday in the other post, so yes...I was a person like this. For 8 years I had zero emotional response to my T even though 2 years from the 8 I had significantly louder T. I just didn`t care a single second. Man those were the great days. I could drift my attention from my T in an instance. For example: I`m sitting in front of my PC, the music stops and I can hear my T...then ooo there is a new photo on facebook of my firend let`s hit a comment and BAM my focus drifted away from T. The T for me back then was like a clock thicking. I heard it almost every single hour but It just didn`t bothered me. 2 years ago my mom developed T in one of her ear, she asked me how can I bear this? and I was like...ohh this? this is nothing, don`t worry about it. I guess that was a hint from above that hey you should check what`s T...since I didn`t know for 8 years why my ears are ringing and I was 100% okay with it, so I haven`t made any research. Maybe half a year passed and I had my disastrous increase with H and pain. Ironic huh?
If I think back I had my warning signs, but I was completely okay with T so they haven`t alerted my spidy senses. For example...In the last 2 years from the 8 I could hear my T above the TV sometimes (in the earlier era, the TV completely masked out). After a party I had ear ache for hours, but I thought that`s just because I had too many drinks last night, so I`m having a hangover. Then my mother`s T. So life gave me enough chance to realize T could be a big problem here, but my habituation was extremely rock solid.
I visited a doctor in the beginning, but he said you have to live with it so I was like well...okay, not a big deal. Sadly he never said anything about ear protection. I didn`t knew that my T is noise induced, because I don`t know the exact party what triggered it. I have guesses if I think back, but I`m not 100% sure. T just slowly drifted into my life, but I don`t remember what was the turning point that one day it`s silence and next day I have T. Maybe that`s why I didn`t care, because the sound slowly build up in the background so it stayed away from my attention. In the next couple of years I used protection, but just when I was working with power tools and I completely banned headphones, but the most dangerous part was okay for me discos, clubs, concerts...I was like I go once in a month that`s not a big deal...well that was the stupidest thing in my life to think that, I saw several time on ads party plugs and read the comments that they are pretty good, but I was like well I have already T so it`s just a kiss for the dead, because I had no knowledge that It could get worse...well but that`s history. The trigger point was that I`ve swapped party place, from one bigger one, to a significantly smaller, it` was a basement. More of my friends went there so I joined them. In that year my ears was fully crushed after a few parties. So I guess you could go parties without ear protection with T, but you have to go in a "big area" parties, since 6-7 years of this type didn`t had any effect on my T. I went to a similar small place once back then...I think that was the moment when my whole T journey started.
What I don`t understand here is that my firends are still going regulary to this basement club, but their ears are just perfect...HOW THIS IS POSSIBLE??
Today...If I think back I feel like I`m a homeless guy who won the lottery, but he forgot to check the winning numbers and accidently threw out the ticket. He realizes next day when he sees the numbers what he just did.