I've reached the 20-month mark of constant, severe unilateral tinnitus. I already had bilateral tinnitus for about 10 years prior to the onset of this much louder tone in my left year. It presented spontaneously seven months after brain surgery to resection a meningioma. No one knows whether there is a connection between surgery and the tinnitus. Audiograms taken a year prior to and a few months subsequent to onset reveal no appreciable worsening of hearing. I realize that there may be higher frequency hearing loss not registered by audiograms, and indeed my loudest tone is up near 12-15 kHz. Nevertheless, I'm not aware of having lost any hearing sensitivity.
A month ago a new tone activated, same ear. This one is lower, but seems to fluctuate in frequency. It's much softer, but its variability and inconsistency cause me as much or more distress than the much louder but constant dog whistle screech. The fact that my condition continues to worsen after more than a year and half since presenting is troubling.
To console myself, I frequently revisit Beethoven's Heiligenstadt Testiment, in which the composer poignantly laments losing most of his hearing. I also take comfort in knowing that Bedrich Smetana suffered from severe tinnitus and was, unlike Beethoven, totally deaf when he composed his magisterial Die Moldau.
But these well known cases of deafness have me wondering what percentage of tinnitus cases are preludes to eventual deafness. Do we know? Might my worsening tinnitus - the onset of new tones - be an indication of progressive but unmeasurable hearing loss?
A month ago a new tone activated, same ear. This one is lower, but seems to fluctuate in frequency. It's much softer, but its variability and inconsistency cause me as much or more distress than the much louder but constant dog whistle screech. The fact that my condition continues to worsen after more than a year and half since presenting is troubling.
To console myself, I frequently revisit Beethoven's Heiligenstadt Testiment, in which the composer poignantly laments losing most of his hearing. I also take comfort in knowing that Bedrich Smetana suffered from severe tinnitus and was, unlike Beethoven, totally deaf when he composed his magisterial Die Moldau.
But these well known cases of deafness have me wondering what percentage of tinnitus cases are preludes to eventual deafness. Do we know? Might my worsening tinnitus - the onset of new tones - be an indication of progressive but unmeasurable hearing loss?