- Jul 31, 2023
- 15
- Tinnitus Since
- 2013, worse in 2023
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise exposure, acoustic trauma.
So I have tinnitus, hyperacusis and I have also developed phonophobia.
Short story for context:
I got tinnitus in 2013, probably due to noise trauma. I habituated eventually and was fine for many years until this summer when I was exposed to an acoustic shock at work. This gave me a new bothersome high frequency noise in my head. As mentioned, I have also gotten some hyperacusis and developed phonophobia.
I find it very difficult in my mind to separate between sounds that are just perceived as loud, that are uncomfortable, and sounds that are outright harmful. The result of this is constant worrying about sounds that might appear, and sounds I have been exposed to. There is not a single day I am not affected in some way by this. Just in the last two days I had three experiences like this.
First off, I was assembling some furniture yesterday. As this involved some hammering I was of course wearing earmuffs and had no problem with the noise from the hammering. I then bumped my earmuff into a door which of course made a bang. This sent me down a spiral of worry and fear. Is this dangerous?
Secondly, today I ate a bag off M&M's. They were the kind with the crunchy outer layer. They were a little loud to chew so this eventually got me thinking about bone conducting noise from chewing and if the sound was loud enough to damage hearing. Was this dangerous?
Lastly, I was taking the tram to work today while bumping my head in the hand railing in the ceiling. I was wearing AirPods Pro (I know this is not recommended but I only use them to cancel out the noise on the tram and play some low volume white noise while awaiting delivery for my BTE masking devices). The AirPods seals just inside the opening of the ears. This gives them quite an occluding effect which made the bump sound quite loud. Here we go again and I'm wondering if this is just my fear and hyperacusis speaking or if it was actually dangerously loud?
Whether any of these noises are actually dangerous or not I don't know, but I sure do worry about them.
What do you think? Does anybody have experiences like this?
All answers are deeply appreciated.
Thank you.
Short story for context:
I got tinnitus in 2013, probably due to noise trauma. I habituated eventually and was fine for many years until this summer when I was exposed to an acoustic shock at work. This gave me a new bothersome high frequency noise in my head. As mentioned, I have also gotten some hyperacusis and developed phonophobia.
I find it very difficult in my mind to separate between sounds that are just perceived as loud, that are uncomfortable, and sounds that are outright harmful. The result of this is constant worrying about sounds that might appear, and sounds I have been exposed to. There is not a single day I am not affected in some way by this. Just in the last two days I had three experiences like this.
First off, I was assembling some furniture yesterday. As this involved some hammering I was of course wearing earmuffs and had no problem with the noise from the hammering. I then bumped my earmuff into a door which of course made a bang. This sent me down a spiral of worry and fear. Is this dangerous?
Secondly, today I ate a bag off M&M's. They were the kind with the crunchy outer layer. They were a little loud to chew so this eventually got me thinking about bone conducting noise from chewing and if the sound was loud enough to damage hearing. Was this dangerous?
Lastly, I was taking the tram to work today while bumping my head in the hand railing in the ceiling. I was wearing AirPods Pro (I know this is not recommended but I only use them to cancel out the noise on the tram and play some low volume white noise while awaiting delivery for my BTE masking devices). The AirPods seals just inside the opening of the ears. This gives them quite an occluding effect which made the bump sound quite loud. Here we go again and I'm wondering if this is just my fear and hyperacusis speaking or if it was actually dangerously loud?
Whether any of these noises are actually dangerous or not I don't know, but I sure do worry about them.
What do you think? Does anybody have experiences like this?
All answers are deeply appreciated.
Thank you.