- Jun 2, 2020
- 37
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2013 (quiet), 5/2020 (loud)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- hearing loss / ototoxicity / viruses
Hi,
I've recently rejoined and posted about a spike I experienced/am experiencing. I am wondering, now, mostly about my future in the law enforcement and park ranger field. The training I have coming up is BLET (basic law enforcement training), firearms (with protection), and chainsaw safety training. I will need to shoot a Glock and a shotgun to qualify in firearms. Unfortunately, I have no former experience in shooting or guns, so I don't know how my ears will react to the firearms. My tinnitus is either from progressive idiopathic hearing loss, ototoxicity, or noise exposure plus stress (the tinnitus didn't appear till 2020, and I was definitely not going to any concerts then), so I don't necessarily have a history of noise-induced trauma.
Prior to this spike, I've thought that I'll be fine as long as I ALWAYS wear hearing protection, but now I'm not so sure that's going to work. My reaction to the spike has been almost a "reset" even though I felt I was habituated. Even the thought of having to work through the trauma all over again (for a third time) is hard.
This has me wondering: who else has had to make this decision? I love this career, but not at the cost of my mental health. I also hate to just give up due to fear. I'd be glad for any other responses or experiences. Thanks.
I've recently rejoined and posted about a spike I experienced/am experiencing. I am wondering, now, mostly about my future in the law enforcement and park ranger field. The training I have coming up is BLET (basic law enforcement training), firearms (with protection), and chainsaw safety training. I will need to shoot a Glock and a shotgun to qualify in firearms. Unfortunately, I have no former experience in shooting or guns, so I don't know how my ears will react to the firearms. My tinnitus is either from progressive idiopathic hearing loss, ototoxicity, or noise exposure plus stress (the tinnitus didn't appear till 2020, and I was definitely not going to any concerts then), so I don't necessarily have a history of noise-induced trauma.
Prior to this spike, I've thought that I'll be fine as long as I ALWAYS wear hearing protection, but now I'm not so sure that's going to work. My reaction to the spike has been almost a "reset" even though I felt I was habituated. Even the thought of having to work through the trauma all over again (for a third time) is hard.
This has me wondering: who else has had to make this decision? I love this career, but not at the cost of my mental health. I also hate to just give up due to fear. I'd be glad for any other responses or experiences. Thanks.