Hello,
I'd like to hear about any positive or negative stories regarding the usage of Benzos.
Mostly Atavan (Lorazepam). I heard they will calm you down and give some tinnitus relief.
Thank you.
Since you asked, I'll share my story. I've taken Lorazepam for going on 10 years now. At one time I was switched over to Clonazapam. Same family but the longer half life of Lorazapam. I have since been switched back to Lorazapam and am presently prescribed it PRN.
Those that warn you that is is addictive and dangerous is very correct. Benzo's do build up a tolerance and require increasing dosages to provide the same relief and trying to come off that physical addiction is often referred to as "benzo hell." I know....I've gone through it in the past.
So, if it's that dangerous, why do I use it? Sometimes the benefits outweigh the risks and, in my case, that is the case. My tinnitus is severe and I've suffered with it so long it has driven me literally mad. I suffer deep depression and anxiety because of my tinnitus. My Lorazepam is prescribed by a doctor who monitors me. My audiologist knows I take it and monitors me. I also see a psychologist who monitors my mental health.
I've learned to cycle off the shorter half-life of Lorazapam every few weeks and I taper down my dosages to keep from hitting the wall on tolerance. That's why my dosage is a PRN.
So, to answer your question, mine is a positive story because I am certain that without the benzo, I would not survive. The benefit outweighs the risk. The Lorazapam does settle me down when my tinnitus causes me grief and my coping skills aren't working. It doesn't do anything for the tinnitus, either good or bad, but it settles down my reaction to the tinnitus which helps me to cope.
My only respectful suggestion to you is be sure a doctor is monitoring you, at least in the beginning, till you know how to manage benzo use. It took me a lot of years to make myself know how much I can suffer when cycling and tapering so I never have to go through benzo withdrawals again. Again, you and your doctor will need to balance benefit against risk.
Finally, I'm not saying benzo use is good or bad, you didn't ask that. You asked for other's stories and I simply chose to share mine.
Take care,
Bobby