Hi people,
Please skip this reading, if you are prone to become affected by depressive posts, because this is one of them (I'm sorry, it's the consequence of being dead honest, and I need to be that for my question).
I have now given it almost two years since onset, and I have every day had to choose between agony or departure. I have so far chosen agony, because I loved life so much before onset, because of the people close to me, and because of the slight hope of a future cure, so I could be born anew.
Since I'm a victim of noise induced tinnitus, I have searched and exhausted all potential ways to get into the AM-101, but mainly because I am from Denmark, I have failed. The rules won't allow me, and the Danish system doesn't care.
My decision to make a departure crawls up on me, and I am therefore getting to a point, where I have nothing to lose. Now to my two question:
Would my new state of not having anything to lose open any (potentially risky) doors (tinnitus experiments or other potential help)?
Are there _any_ other creative ideas out there, that would enable me to receive a treatment as described in the AM-101 trial? I'm open to any suggestions, and I can also be reached at maltinnitus@gmail.com.
Thanks,
Mal
Please skip this reading, if you are prone to become affected by depressive posts, because this is one of them (I'm sorry, it's the consequence of being dead honest, and I need to be that for my question).
I have now given it almost two years since onset, and I have every day had to choose between agony or departure. I have so far chosen agony, because I loved life so much before onset, because of the people close to me, and because of the slight hope of a future cure, so I could be born anew.
Since I'm a victim of noise induced tinnitus, I have searched and exhausted all potential ways to get into the AM-101, but mainly because I am from Denmark, I have failed. The rules won't allow me, and the Danish system doesn't care.
My decision to make a departure crawls up on me, and I am therefore getting to a point, where I have nothing to lose. Now to my two question:
Would my new state of not having anything to lose open any (potentially risky) doors (tinnitus experiments or other potential help)?
Are there _any_ other creative ideas out there, that would enable me to receive a treatment as described in the AM-101 trial? I'm open to any suggestions, and I can also be reached at maltinnitus@gmail.com.
Thanks,
Mal