- Apr 17, 2019
- 127
- Tinnitus Since
- January 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Pregabalin
I was prescribed Pregabalin for GAD after I went to a psychiatrist on recommendation from my neurologist. I was experiencing periods of depersonalization (from anxiety) and it was probably more situational in retrospect. I wish I could take this decision back, but what's happened has happened now and I have to live with the consequences.
I love my life, I used to love myself madly, I love my girlfriend and family and used to profoundly love money and success. Now it seems that health is the most important to me, whether it be mine or other people's. I understand the struggles of being disabled now. I DO find tinnitus and being sensitive to sounds a disability, as it directly impacts my work and studies. I can't focus on Med School and it seems I have to avoid loud places now, so my life has definitely become much more uncomfortable.
Whereas I used to be the loud guy, now I've been reduced to an anxious introvert. I took Pregabalin for 1.5-2 weeks before I started experiencing a whole slew of side effects, the main bothersome one being ringing in my ears. I read that some people went DEAF from Pregabalin, and immediately started tapering from 300mg. In total I took it for 34 days. Probably around 60-70 pills. And it's now April approaching May, I'm still not myself. I've been permanently changed.
My girlfriend has been the most supportive person throughout this time, and I love her for that. I've become more empathetic and "stable" in some ways (calmer, less eccentric) but that's about the only positives. My ears are much more sensitive to loud sounds and I've had suicidal ideation where before it wouldn't have occurred in my mind.
I still have dreams and goals, but they're more based around other people now. I finally created an account here after Zoloft caused my tinnitus to spike. I'm now off all medication and am hoping for my tinnitus to fade down a bit, as I'm essentially wasting my life away at home now.
I love my life, I used to love myself madly, I love my girlfriend and family and used to profoundly love money and success. Now it seems that health is the most important to me, whether it be mine or other people's. I understand the struggles of being disabled now. I DO find tinnitus and being sensitive to sounds a disability, as it directly impacts my work and studies. I can't focus on Med School and it seems I have to avoid loud places now, so my life has definitely become much more uncomfortable.
Whereas I used to be the loud guy, now I've been reduced to an anxious introvert. I took Pregabalin for 1.5-2 weeks before I started experiencing a whole slew of side effects, the main bothersome one being ringing in my ears. I read that some people went DEAF from Pregabalin, and immediately started tapering from 300mg. In total I took it for 34 days. Probably around 60-70 pills. And it's now April approaching May, I'm still not myself. I've been permanently changed.
My girlfriend has been the most supportive person throughout this time, and I love her for that. I've become more empathetic and "stable" in some ways (calmer, less eccentric) but that's about the only positives. My ears are much more sensitive to loud sounds and I've had suicidal ideation where before it wouldn't have occurred in my mind.
I still have dreams and goals, but they're more based around other people now. I finally created an account here after Zoloft caused my tinnitus to spike. I'm now off all medication and am hoping for my tinnitus to fade down a bit, as I'm essentially wasting my life away at home now.