@glynis
You've been very supportive. I've hit an all time low. Here's the situation.
I decided go ahead with micro-suction. Even the trained nurse said it looked very soft. So we did. I'm aware she got parts out. She said she can see more of the drum. After each little bit she got out, we had a small break where I debated whether we should go on. Probably about 10 seconds in total of loud noise in my ear, I had to say: no we can't go on.
I'm scared as ever, because my left ear doesn't feel any different really, still muffled and blocked! Now I'm really really scared Glynis, after everything ive read, that maybe the reason it's still muffled is because she damaged my ear! Very scared now. Do you think she did? It was a short time but was loud, some of the pops that happened. The noise never hurt me though.
So yes there's was still in there but surely it shouldn't be so muffled! At the end I said please can we try using manual tool, and she tried, and she moved it slightly but it caught a hair on my canal and too painful!
But it's still muffled. Just as ever. Do you think damage was done!?? Tinnitus doesn't seem worse but... still muffled Glynis
things ive read online... at least I made the decision to stop after a short time. hmm I take that back it is worse I think though i did put lots of oil in. Oh dear what have I done help me