- Oct 16, 2017
- 50
- Tinnitus Since
- August 2016 (hyperacusis)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Excessive listening to intense music with high-end equipment
I've made on and off threads about my struggle for over the past year with hyperacusis. It was around the middle of August in 2016 I first developed it, so it's been a little over 2 years since I acquired it. I really thought it would go away by then, but it hasn't. That isn't to say it for the most part hasn't. In October of last year, a threshold test exacerbated it to the worst it had ever been, and until around the end of April, it didn't seem to be changing at all. Until, per the suggestion of a specialist, I stopped wearing protection. Afterwards, my recovery was rapid, and aside from a couple of setbacks after trying ametriptyline for insomnia, my tolerance and sensitivity has been the best it's ever been since then, and my day to day life is only minimally impacted.
But it just won't go away. Even though I can tolerate nearly all situations people normally can, it's still there. I go through cyclical phases with it where it bothers me more during certain periods than others. There are various noises and irritants where it becomes very apparent I still have it. My tinnitus (which I've had since I was very young, although it had been barely perceivable) is still abnormal. I still can't listen to music like I used to, which has been the worst thing I've had to deal with. And as I've gone through this, I've come to recognize the psychological element to hyperacusis (atleast in my case) more than ever before. It's hard to readily describe, but there is a distinct perceptual element to this disorder wherein there's arguably more of a "recognition" of the symptoms than there is actually any physical manifestation. The further I've progressed with it, the harder it becomes to even recognize there's something like this going on, if I could put it that way.
But it's gone through so many phases and so many cases of apparent borderline recovery, that I really don't know exactly what it's going to be like when I'm actually almost on the verge of recovery, and what that will look like. So I have to ask, for people who've recovered, was it a sudden or gradual process? What did you notice most as you approached it? Did you experience anything predominantly psychological like I have? Do you feel you are more vulnerable to this occurring again? With what I've described, how much longer do you think I might have?
But it just won't go away. Even though I can tolerate nearly all situations people normally can, it's still there. I go through cyclical phases with it where it bothers me more during certain periods than others. There are various noises and irritants where it becomes very apparent I still have it. My tinnitus (which I've had since I was very young, although it had been barely perceivable) is still abnormal. I still can't listen to music like I used to, which has been the worst thing I've had to deal with. And as I've gone through this, I've come to recognize the psychological element to hyperacusis (atleast in my case) more than ever before. It's hard to readily describe, but there is a distinct perceptual element to this disorder wherein there's arguably more of a "recognition" of the symptoms than there is actually any physical manifestation. The further I've progressed with it, the harder it becomes to even recognize there's something like this going on, if I could put it that way.
But it's gone through so many phases and so many cases of apparent borderline recovery, that I really don't know exactly what it's going to be like when I'm actually almost on the verge of recovery, and what that will look like. So I have to ask, for people who've recovered, was it a sudden or gradual process? What did you notice most as you approached it? Did you experience anything predominantly psychological like I have? Do you feel you are more vulnerable to this occurring again? With what I've described, how much longer do you think I might have?