My tinnitus isn't the usual run of the mill steady tone. It's erratic and clicks rather loudly, not to mention it reacts to tons of stuff.
This means I can't mask it, and I hear it all day long. It's impossible to ignore. If I run a fan or my air conditioner, I just hear even more click click click with it.
Even before I got tinnitus, I was seriously depressed. This just seems like the icing on the cake.
If this really is a support community, well, I need support. My life has been completely shredded to pieces as a result of this erratic noise in my ear. I like to think it's typewriter tinnitus or myoclonus, mostly because it's sometimes a sharp click noise and jumps out, but I never FEEL it, and sometimes the sounds are too long for me to justify that it's just some muscle spasm. Plus most people here, the experts on tinnitus, usually say that whatever noise it is that you hear, that's just your form of tinnitus. It really blows that my form of it seems like the absolute worst kind you can get.
I really fucking wish it could just be one solid steady tone. It seems impossible to habituate to a rapidly fluctuating tone. I almost want to induce a steady tinnitus into my ear since that was a thousand times easier to listen to when my ear infection started two months ago.
Please. Someone give me some encouragement. I don't know what the hell to do anymore.
This means I can't mask it, and I hear it all day long. It's impossible to ignore. If I run a fan or my air conditioner, I just hear even more click click click with it.
Even before I got tinnitus, I was seriously depressed. This just seems like the icing on the cake.
If this really is a support community, well, I need support. My life has been completely shredded to pieces as a result of this erratic noise in my ear. I like to think it's typewriter tinnitus or myoclonus, mostly because it's sometimes a sharp click noise and jumps out, but I never FEEL it, and sometimes the sounds are too long for me to justify that it's just some muscle spasm. Plus most people here, the experts on tinnitus, usually say that whatever noise it is that you hear, that's just your form of tinnitus. It really blows that my form of it seems like the absolute worst kind you can get.
I really fucking wish it could just be one solid steady tone. It seems impossible to habituate to a rapidly fluctuating tone. I almost want to induce a steady tinnitus into my ear since that was a thousand times easier to listen to when my ear infection started two months ago.
Please. Someone give me some encouragement. I don't know what the hell to do anymore.