Progress Report
Progress Report Date:
Dec 23, 2014
Current Retigabine Dosage:
300+300+ (100+100) 81kg 4am 12am 8pm
Current Side Effects:
same. mild urinary retention. A state of highness after 1h pill that lasts for 1h, write later about it
UPDATE: Yesterday I got my blood and urine analisys: everything is perfect. Only a top edge limit cholesterol, wich i can attach to RTG indirectly because it makes enjoy so much while im high and eating at same time so I eat more, well i just have to change a little my diet.
At this dose i can do totally normal life, not planning to go to 400
Advice: dont drive car on the high hour. I did it but i will just will avoid it, you lose reflexes. I also was driving bicicle, just dont go too fast, cicling is ok for me
Effect of the highness hour:
I think i am the only one on TT enjoying this so much. A normal day after work i come home, take 300mg and have a shower. When start to feel it. All stress disappear, all worries and start feeling very good, i start cook in my kitchen and really enjoy it, a haver never enjoyed cooking before. I enjoy a lot having dinner, to the point that i eat more than before, till im really full, normal plate is not enought, i eat something more.
Other day, i was painting on white a window, looked at the sky, it was perfect blue in mallorca, looked a bird flying, and realize how amazing is that they can fly so easily, it was beauty scene, also looked a plane so far away, and thought, how good is the technology at this days, we can fly like birds. Off RTG never apreaciated those little things.
on RTG I look people to the eyes and i catch what are they feeling inmediatly, off RTG Im very shy to do that, i can do it but its very dificult for me. I enjoy more stay with people and talking to them, i can understand them more.
on my work break I take a walk on the city, there I ejoy all the walk and feel more relaxed, enjoy everything I see on the walk (hey im not becoming crazy and Im myleft all the time). I want to talk to all girls around, and will do if i had a little oportunity to do it while acting in total normality
Im definetely nicer to people who i talk with, to everybody. 20 minutes ago coming back to work saw a person i know, he was on motorbike, normally i dont know if i would stop him, maybe yes, but called his name loud so he can hear me and we talked for a while (I took 200mg 1h before)
Im more exposed to say 'yes' to whatever question some one ask you, like asking a favor or making a party in your apartment wich you will regret
Im more exposed to make stupid and funny comments on facebook to any state or photo even of someone wich you normally dont comment
You have thoughts that normally dont have (in a good way), for example, today lot of people in the street because of xmas, though of how many stories and conversation happening at the same time, how many things happen at the same second, that is an amazing thing wich i would think of probably. Those are thoughts wich are always good and i like to have, RTG totally opens your mind and thinking, I like it in any way
Other day I had a dinner with friends on the high-hour, I enjoyed talking very much so i was way more talkative than usually, but not acting like a drunk man, i had very clear thoughts and good way of thinking.
Also you become more sincere on RTG, always say what I think, nothing stops you to do it, not afraid. RTG hightime kills alls the prejudices.
It makes you more like a children: ok less reflex, but you enjoy everything more, and: I become more creative: I have ideas (most of them good) wich i would never had off RTG.
If I have to do some work wich i wouldnt like off RTG, i can enjoy it even if its a boring thing like painting a wall
I sleep like god.
Is RTG addictive? No idea because I didnt taper off, maybe a little but is not documented so for sure not a phisical addiction, but a psico adiction in the way that i gonna miss that highness some time, well nothing stops me to take some pill for joy. the effect is way better than alcohol and doesn't make stomach problems and Zero hangover
The anti-stressing effect of RTG also helps Tinnitus in another way for people who have stressed-related tinnnitus, so thats, double edged sword
Another effect that was also commented by other trialees: Vivid Dreams:
Off RTG I sometimes remembered by dreams. On RTG, every single day i remember my dream, and sometimes even TWO !! I remember them so dam good, its amazing like happened in real. I already dreamed with most girls i was with. All good dreams, never had bad or nightmares. The brain mixed the most random things u can imagine. Some days I think more of the dreams I had last nights than in real life things, remember as it really happened.
One day I saw an old friend in a shopping mall, she alrady had childen, well the same next night i dreamed with her, in 8 years i know her, never remembered a dream with her
Current Tinnitus Severity:
2 out of 10
Changes in Tinnitus:
Not a big change since last report (still a good thing) but wanted to inform about good blood analisys and better report about highness
It's generally quiet, speacilly on quiet weekends (last weekend was very very good) , but on a long tiring monday after work+gym is high, even after dose, its in the morning when i wake up when its really quiet again.
I Attach my T directly to stress. One day me and T were quiet in living room and flatmate told me there was water on her bedroom wall, then T raised, totally because of stress
As i as said before on the high hour, i can get a Total silence except of a pure tone in my right ear, this is good sign.
Improvement over time at same dose is very slow but I still keep hope. Someone need a limit on taking RTG, I put 3 months hoping for lasting changes
This is going to be my first xmas with Zero alcohol, I mean ZERO because I heard mix RTG with alcohol can cause heart issues and arrithmias. Also not going to Disco or anything
RTG is NOT a miracle pill, but is a BIG help. So DO everything posible to help your T, not just take pill and think all will be fine. While on RTG take special care of your T, avoid loud sounds, relaxed life, good diet etc, Everything counts, its the whole system
One time I got a 5-minutes spike after a pill, Other trialees had the same experience many times, after spike, T went down and down
Hyperacusis is totally gone, thats a very good relief. Before sometimes i was very unconfortable speaking to people, or annoyed at gym. How horrible is someone being annoyed by his own voice while speaking, and how weird is gonna look like
Very Important while on RTG: Sleep good and long, and you will work good on next day, If i dont sleep good one day i will feel very dumb and tired next day, but if i sleep my 8h, its gonna be perfect
Also I realized, if it has a very tiring day or didnt sleep my 8h, i can't enjoy the highness hour as normally i can do
Other Medications/Supplements:
some days multivitamins and minerals