My T is buzzing along right now but I'm okay with it--very different for me--I used to panic if I so much as heard it through my IPod. I noticed all day that I would all of a sudden become aware of it--so maybe my brain is taking a break from monitoring. I didn't use my white noise all day--and I didn't get upset at all. 
Anyway...my 2nd ENT said no abnormalities in my MRI--so I'm okay (I already knew as my GP looked up my results last week). It was amazing to see my brain in the pictures! He said that I seem so much better in just a month that he doesn't feel I should go for TRT or a masker right now--he says to wait six months because he thinks I'm already habituating. His words: "You are doing awesomely". I felt so good. This 2nd ENT is so compassionate and caring.
Then I saw my CBT therapist who says that I am taking back my life--making progress in my reaction to T and now feels I only need to come every other week.
Totally amazing day. I feel really good--T and all.

Anyway...my 2nd ENT said no abnormalities in my MRI--so I'm okay (I already knew as my GP looked up my results last week). It was amazing to see my brain in the pictures! He said that I seem so much better in just a month that he doesn't feel I should go for TRT or a masker right now--he says to wait six months because he thinks I'm already habituating. His words: "You are doing awesomely". I felt so good. This 2nd ENT is so compassionate and caring.
Then I saw my CBT therapist who says that I am taking back my life--making progress in my reaction to T and now feels I only need to come every other week.
Totally amazing day. I feel really good--T and all.
