Hi all, really need some help, really do, i am struggling today and for the very first time ever I wish I was not here for some reason, my T is really loud and so affecting me and my well being my life is not anywhere close to what it was and I cannot ever see it being that way again, ever. I constantly feel anxious and on edge, suffering from leg pains stomach ache and a throbbing head, help me please, how can I get my head around this, is there anyone else going through this really negative thoughts at the moment.???