@kgolive, yes, I am still experiencing everything I mentioned before. I think it is likely permanent in my case since it has been over a year, although it does seem a bit better compared to the initial noise and fullness.
Do you experience tinnitus all the time, or is it intermittent?
When you yawn, does your ear feel blocked? Can you hear the air in your tubes, as if the air gets stuck? Or is your Eustachian tube dysfunction just a feeling of fullness and pressure?
I had my MRA yesterday and received the results from my ENT today. The results were normal.
Here is what I can tell you. I feel and hear my heartbeat in my right ear all day and night. It does not go away. This has been happening since the middle of February, after I took Lexapro 20 mg for three days, followed by Wellbutrin 150 XL for about a week. The symptoms began on the second day of taking Wellbutrin. I stopped the medication after six days.
My ENT says the medication could not have caused this. They believe it is due to stress and anxiety and have recommended cognitive behavioral therapy. So now I am back at the beginning, trying to decide whether to accept that explanation or keep searching for someone who believes something is actually wrong.
This is everything I am experiencing:
I hear and feel my heartbeat in my right ear. It is usually steady, but in the early mornings when I first wake up, it is a bit more calm and quiet. Evenings are the most difficult. It can get loud, and I can feel it thumping. Sometimes it even makes my eyes feel like they are moving slightly. I cannot sleep without taking Ambien and Lorazepam. I also use a fan for white noise, but it is not enough. The sensation drives me to the edge if I focus on it.
My left ear was originally fine, but over the past few weeks, it has started to develop a tone that comes and goes. I have no idea where it is coming from, but when it is there, it is loud, like a microphone interfering with a speaker. It is not a ringing but more of a steady high-pitched tone. When I turn my head left or right, it gets louder, as if someone increased the gain in my ears. Sometimes it is intense, and then suddenly it disappears. I have no idea what this is.
I feel pressure in both ears. It varies in intensity, but it is almost always there. I sometimes get mild headaches or a feeling of pressure in my head. I also feel lightheaded and short of breath, especially if my heart rate increases from exercise. I can feel that pressure in my head too. After my MRA, I felt like my brain was on fire. I had symptoms similar to the flu, but without an actual infection. I felt terrible yesterday.
I know I am repeating myself, but I am truly at a loss for what to do. I do not want to live the rest of my life like this. It is such a constant distraction, and feeling this way all day completely wears me out. The ENT believes it will go away over time, but it is clear they have no real understanding of what I am going through.
I literally pray every night just to feel normal again. I cannot believe I once took for granted what it felt like to have a clear, normal head. I never imagined I could do anything that would lead to this. I feel terrible for anyone else experiencing similar symptoms. It is absolute torture.