- May 24, 2017
- 1,622
- Tinnitus Since
- 05/2017 (H since 06/2017)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- long term noise exposure (headphones), maybe some stress.
I think a lot of you might be misunderstanding the purpose of/goal of habituation. It's not "giving up" or "throwing in the towel", or even "putting up with it". It is a process of removing the emotional response to the tinnitus and the hyper focus of it so that you think about it less and so that the sound falls to the back of your consciousness eventually, putting it in the background, and not at the front of your mind. Why wouldn't anyone want that until a proper cure comes along?
I understand why some of you are viewing habituation as "giving up" because you are angry and frustrated with the sound, and understandably so, however, and this is kind of counter intuitive, the more you feel like this and the more angry and frustrated you get, the more you fuel the sound and the more it stays present at the front of your mind. I read a quote that makes sense regarding this "whatever you resist, persists".
I do understand that volume makes a difference. It is generally easier to habituate to a quieter sound than a louder one, but there are people on this forum that have habituated to very loud tinnitus and as a result the perception of the sound has lowered, so they have habituated more, further lowering perception and attention of it (a positive feedback loop).
Just my thoughts.
But, how many can say they have absolutely no emotional response to their tinnitus i.e. could give 2 cents about it? Not, that many I think.
I have read several people state that they are habituated, but that they still wish they didn't have T/wish it gone. For me that is a major contradiction! If you wish it gone it means you have negative feelings about T, negative feeling about T = NOT habituated. Wishing your T gone is not habituation in my opinion.