30 dB trucks going by sound like a jet engine going off. Every day is worse. But somehow, I can deal with it.
What I can't deal with is facing doctors again. It brings me right back to my early days and sends my mental health into a spiral. Being doubted is the key to insanity. I know it's best to not bother, but I need to build a disability case. And yes, I know I must play the mental health card. I am on a long waiting list.
I bring up the recent study in the thread Juan made about otoacoustic emissions testing to my ENT, one who has been brought up on this forum, and supposed to be worth his salt. I was already waiting on him to respond to other messages. I just get the "that test involves hair cells, try TRT" response from his assistant, which he had already pushed during my appointment. I already know this information, dude. You aren't listening to me. Though I know not much can be done for hyperacusis, he's seem disinterested start to finish and unwilling to explore possibilities or guide me beyond TRT and antidepressants. I do not understand the pushback. I'm sure me trying to bring up latest research was enough reason to dismiss me as a loony though.
I need proof, that's all. Something tangible saying my ears are screwed, especially with my distortion prior to hyperacusis and always being a tad hard of hearing, there's gotta be something there. And the very real chance of ear damage for my particular case of hyperacusis. But no, it doesn't matter what your cause was. As soon as an ENT hears the word hyperacusis escape your mouth they just shut out any other possibilities. I still have yet to find doctors who believe and are willing to explore what I've gone through and I am reliving the nightmare at the expense of more exposure and damage.
I still cannot navigate this song and dance you have to do with doctors. Please, by all means, give me advice if you have it. Info dumping or bringing up research makes them shut you out, offended that you dare challenge their authority. Too little information and they make wildly inaccurate assumptions. I am thorough but my appointment notes are still wildly inaccurate. This is like learning a new language ffs. I'm no ass kisser, especially to these types, but that seems like that's what you gotta do. Either way, it seems a losing game.