Good luck! Sorry to hear that you have withdrawal side effects :-( I'm also currently in the process of tapering off xanax. From 1.25 mg around 2 months ago to 1mg -> 0.75 -> 0.5 -> 0.375 and finally 0.25 since 7th July 2016. On 17th July I'm going to 0.125 for 10 days before 0. Or at lest that is my plan for now. I'm staying 10-11 days on dosage before going down. In the same time I'm tapering off lexapro (from 10mg -> 7,5 ->5 -> 2.5 -> 1.25 -> 0 - currently on 2.5mg). I'm also taking remeron 30mg for sleeping and I'm not sure if it's because of remeron but I did not had side effects of withdrawal. I really feel for you - I had hot / cold sweating, sleepless nights, burning feet and palms and anxiety attacks when I was replacing lorazepam with xanax in April 2016 ... Stay strong, you can overcome that !
Im in the same situation as both of you. Only for me it seems like I will never recover. For me it started in desember 2014, well actually sept. 2012, but got over it through the spring of 2014. It was hell but I felt I recovered. Had a relaps des. 2014 I guess bc of too much alcohol. I thought I could drink again. I couldn´t
The last 14-15 month I have taken benzo very sparingly and I still struggle with tremors and extreme anxiety and ofcourse T. I have been taken Oxazepam since 1994 though for anxiety. Not every day ofcourse, but more and more frequent over the years until I "crashed" in 2012.
Its funny you should mention Remeron as I have also been taking 30 mg for the last 4-5 years. And to me it is as potent as benzo to ease the wthdrwl symptoms. I have actually thought many times that Remeron actually may be the culprit, but have been met with dead ears to all doctors I have brushed it with.
All i know is that when I go to bed with extreme anxiety, tremors and palpitations and drop a 30 mg Remeron S, 15-20 min later I am floating on a cloud, totally relaxed with no symptoms at all. Also T feels 40-50% better.
I sleep well for 9-10 hours, but then wake up in a shock-like condition the next day and all hell is back.
Im now trying to taper Remeron aswell, and I tell you its no picknick.
I really don´t know what is happening to me. It will never lose its grip on me.
Maybe its all bc of T. But that can´t explain the constant shaking and tremors, can it???
What is also weird is that the few times I take benzo(then only 5 mg diazepam) T is almost completely gone, but not until the second or third day after intake. Long after the anxiolytic and muscelrelaxing effect has subsided. The next day its back again and sometimes with a vengance
I just don´t get it. I don´t understand any of this. Im only guessing and no doctor can make me any wiser.
Hopefully I will see a psychiatrist soon. Maybe he can help me understand. But i doubt it.
Thanks for listening!
And
@whiskeykonteq . I really hope this treatment works for you. If it does Ill be on the first plane to Moscov. But I guess we wont know for a while.
Fingers crossed!!!!