ChristianEsco
Member
- Nov 10, 2020
- 15
- Tinnitus Since
- April 2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Music production & Nightlife job
Damn that's so unfortunate. Would you say that your current state is preferable to the 2005 state of eardrum slingshot? Like in what disabling way is your current state different? Is your sound tolerance bad again?Yes, debilitating. Absolutely no question.
This click is different from the spasms. When I went in this year, pre-surgery, I had a gut feeling something wasn't the same, and there was a possibility that the tendon wasn't the culprit. Yes, the TT did regrow, but it was not causing the clicks. The obvious reason is that it is now totally obliterated and I have the same clicks. But when I had the spasms (2005, then again in 2019), it was very much a distinct pulling back of the eardrum like a slingshot. Very physical sensation. And yes, it was caused by sound, movement, light, even what is called, the "double muscle effect" (this is where you tense one muscle, and another can be triggered).
This issue now has almost TWO separate manifestations. The first is a distinct CLICK. I get this when talking or moving my head. Comes directly in the middle ear. The other is the more familiar POP, like you would get going up in an airplane. I believe the click is the e-tube unsticking with motion of the jaw or stretching the muscles surrounding the e-tube, and then as a result the pops, which are more random, just seem to happen from continued buildup of pressure.
My theory. But hey, what do I know that an ENT doesn't. Oh wait...
But joking aside, I know exactly what you are living through. I lived it for four years, from 2001 to 2005. It was pure (fill in the blank). There is a list of ENTs that do this surgery, through a web link. I understand what you say when you are living like a monk. I truly do.
https://fauquierent.net/earspecialist.htm
The slingshot eardrum is EXACTLY what gets me the worst right now. And huge changes of pressure in the air that occur after spasms where I hear the air rushing in/out. Same as you, triggered by all outside & inside noises as well as certain muscle contractions. I have some little clicks that actually aren't there at the moment but started coming on a few weeks ago.
Also, your Pop's, are those triggered by swallowing or more than just that? I've had swallowing pop/cracks my whole life, but recently I've noticed they're louder.
I do hear lots of people describe this as having something inside their ear fucking with it. To me it feels like my ear is rotting. Like it's just decomposing away causing every possible malfunction.
Thanks so much for replying to all these its very helpful, as i'm beginning the surgery process. I live in Canada so it could take months, but I'm considering just flying to Dr Santos in Boston who has the best record of success. I was saving up for school but that's gotta get put off for this now.