- Dec 4, 2019
- 4
- Tinnitus Since
- May 2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Singing in a rock band for 20 years, medications, age, PTSD
Hello fellow companions on this horrible journey on which we find ourselves.
My tinnitus seemingly started innocently enough or so I though. My right ear started ringing following an Alaskan cruise. (!!??) The ENT doctor said it was from age. I almost punched him. Granted I was 60 at the time, but I've sung in a rock band for years and while my years on earth is accurate, I'm nowhere near 60 in attitude and appearance.
Be that as it may, as I look back now over the past three years and recall what's happened to me even as I write this, I realize that my tinnitus has gotten gradually worse following my husband's suicide in our home. Yes, the loud music definitely played a huge role, age played a role, NSAIDs and recently starting an SSRI also played its part in this horrible saga. But I forget that stress is a killer.
It's now in both ears and it's loud! It's a very cruel twist that taking an antidepressant to help with my anxiety, depression, and PTSD may be contributing my tinnitus which, in turn, contributes to my anxiety and depression.
I just received my custom musician's earplugs. I have no idea how I'll be able to gauge my volume (I'm a belter) while singing harmonies. It will absolutely break my heart into pieces if I have to give up performing. It was the only thing I was able to still do following Steve's suicide. But....my hearing is more important.
Thank you for being here all you brave humans. Thank you for including me.
-Karen
My tinnitus seemingly started innocently enough or so I though. My right ear started ringing following an Alaskan cruise. (!!??) The ENT doctor said it was from age. I almost punched him. Granted I was 60 at the time, but I've sung in a rock band for years and while my years on earth is accurate, I'm nowhere near 60 in attitude and appearance.
Be that as it may, as I look back now over the past three years and recall what's happened to me even as I write this, I realize that my tinnitus has gotten gradually worse following my husband's suicide in our home. Yes, the loud music definitely played a huge role, age played a role, NSAIDs and recently starting an SSRI also played its part in this horrible saga. But I forget that stress is a killer.
It's now in both ears and it's loud! It's a very cruel twist that taking an antidepressant to help with my anxiety, depression, and PTSD may be contributing my tinnitus which, in turn, contributes to my anxiety and depression.
I just received my custom musician's earplugs. I have no idea how I'll be able to gauge my volume (I'm a belter) while singing harmonies. It will absolutely break my heart into pieces if I have to give up performing. It was the only thing I was able to still do following Steve's suicide. But....my hearing is more important.
Thank you for being here all you brave humans. Thank you for including me.
-Karen