my concern is when I run out of anxiety meds these doctors don't generally prescribe them I'm not going to be able to handle this without them .
Just wanted to say you CAN do it without medication. This started for me 8 weeks ago when I was 26 weeks pregnant and I was suffering panic attacks, extreme anxiety, difficulty sleeping, then I became depressed. My thought process went from extreme anxiety that I was going to die (even before the T onset) to "well, if I die at least I won't have to listen to this sound anymore or feel this way constantly." That was when I knew I needed help.
I got a prescription for zoloft for my anxiety from my OBGYN however I never picked it up from the pharmacy. I really didn't want to take the medication for fear of what it would do to my unborn child so instead I found a new therapist who specalizes in mindful mediation coupled with counseling and she agreed to take me on despite her waiting list.. I've been seeing her every week, 2x a week for about 5 weeks now and have noticed drastic improvement in my anxiety and the way I feel overall. Because of this, I have been able to stay off anxiety medication and manage my stress better.
Not saying it will work for everyone or that my T is as bad as yours as it varies from person to person but controlling my anxiety through meditation has helped me tremendously and most importantly I did it without anxiety medication.. I still have bad days when I feel like I'm going to crack but for the most part I can manage.. You can also try acupuncture.. If you're unable to control your anxiety without medication though, I would seek out a psychiatrist who will know the correct dosage and continue to prescribe for you as medically needed. Don't worry about running out of medicine because if it is truly needed I'm sure you can find a reputable dr who will agree and prescribe them for you.
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I know if I wasn't pregnant, I would have jumped on the xanax bandwagon because I was desperate to get relief.. But, I know that I am doing okay without it and continue to work on my mindful meditation daily to control my stress/anxiety and that when my stress/anxiety is more under control my T is also quieter. Stress/anxiety plays a HUGE part in the volume of my T because it makes me react to it more then I normally would. When I can control those 2 things , even if I hear my T it's just an annoyance instead of causing terrible anxiety.
Again, I'm not cured by any means! I just had a mild panic attack last night because of my T but with my techniques I was able to calm myself down enough to go to sleep.. Today's a new day with a new set of struggles but I know we CAN do this! I've read a lot of success stories on this website to know that fact is true. Wishing you a quiet day.