- Oct 21, 2019
- 12
- Tinnitus Since
- Aug 24 2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Ear Infection
I've been waiting to post this to make sure that my tinnitus has actually gone rather than just a temporary low volume fluctuation, but I am happy to say that after 6 months, my tinnitus is now 90% gone.
I posted my story in an introduction thread if you'd like more detail, but in summary I got very, very loud tinnitus from an ear infection. Reading other people's tinnitus stories, it was clear that mine was very severe. The only thing that would mask mine was the shower. Other than that it was loud and clearly audible over every other sound. To give an example, I tried sleeping with a humidifier running just a few centimetres from my left ear and it didn't come even close to masking the sound. Impossible to relax, watch TV or function normally.
It stayed like this for 3 months. That was pure torture and I really came close to losing my mind.
Then about 2.5 months ago I started to experience improvements. I would hear silence anywhere from 30 minutes to a few hours per day, but each time the intrusive tinnitus would return just as loud as before. The times of silence were really encouraging though, and it's at about this time that I started to feel some hope.
About 2 months ago my recovery really started to accelerate. The periods of silence or near silence were becoming longer and when the T did come back it was much quieter. The improvement continues to this day and I am now about 90% free of tinnitus. For the past month my tinnitus is silent for most of the day and even in a totally silent room I cannot hear it. On some days, especially if it has been a stressful day, the tinnitus is a very mild hum that I can only hear in a silent room if I concentrate on it.
The exception to this is lying down (which is why I'm not saying 100% cured). I think there might be some kind of blood pressure issue going on, because when I lie down the hum becomes reasonably loud over a period of 1-2 minutes, and when I get up, even in the same room with the same ambient noise, the hum recedes and then disappears over a period of about 2-3 minutes. It's quite a dramatic effect. Just to give an example, every morning when I wake I can clearly hear the hum, but by the time I walk to the bathroom it's 90% gone and once I'm out of the shower I hear total silence again (even with ears plugged). It has been like this for about 2 months now. Very strange.
The good part is that this pattern has been consistent for 2 months and the hum that I hear at night falling asleep causes me no anxiety at all, since I know that within a few minutes of waking it will be gone again.
I'm not sure if there is any more improvement for me, but if it stays like this then I am effectively cured. The tinnitus is at such a low level now that I would be embarrassed to complain about it.
I didn't do anything special to get better, the recovery has been very slow, but seems to be due to the damage from the infection healing.
I have been taking Ginkgo Biloba every day, but I'm not sure if that has had any impact.
I will mention that stress is a major trigger for me. If I have a stressful day then I will hear the hum during the day and it can get irritating, however I know the pattern now, and I know that a good night's sleep will get me back down to silence again. This really has completely removed all anxiety related to tinnitus for me, so even on my louder days (maybe 5 slightly louder days this past month), I'm really not stressed by it.
So, in summary I went from crippling tinnitus which I could hear all day even around loud ambient noise to complete silence most days with only a very mild hum (easily masked by TV) at worst.
I have to say though, that the mental toll this has all taken is now my biggest challenge. Even though my tinnitus is now almost completely gone I still find myself monitoring and thinking about it waaaay too much during the day. I think it will take quite some time for me to completely move on from this traumatic experience, maybe another 6 months or longer. Tinnitus may have left my ear, but it is still firmly embedded in my thoughts. That's probably more due to my anxious nature though.
Sorry for the long post, but I really got a lot out of Tinnitus Talk and didn't want to leave without sharing a story of success and hope for anyone new who stumbles onto the site.
I posted my story in an introduction thread if you'd like more detail, but in summary I got very, very loud tinnitus from an ear infection. Reading other people's tinnitus stories, it was clear that mine was very severe. The only thing that would mask mine was the shower. Other than that it was loud and clearly audible over every other sound. To give an example, I tried sleeping with a humidifier running just a few centimetres from my left ear and it didn't come even close to masking the sound. Impossible to relax, watch TV or function normally.
It stayed like this for 3 months. That was pure torture and I really came close to losing my mind.
Then about 2.5 months ago I started to experience improvements. I would hear silence anywhere from 30 minutes to a few hours per day, but each time the intrusive tinnitus would return just as loud as before. The times of silence were really encouraging though, and it's at about this time that I started to feel some hope.
About 2 months ago my recovery really started to accelerate. The periods of silence or near silence were becoming longer and when the T did come back it was much quieter. The improvement continues to this day and I am now about 90% free of tinnitus. For the past month my tinnitus is silent for most of the day and even in a totally silent room I cannot hear it. On some days, especially if it has been a stressful day, the tinnitus is a very mild hum that I can only hear in a silent room if I concentrate on it.
The exception to this is lying down (which is why I'm not saying 100% cured). I think there might be some kind of blood pressure issue going on, because when I lie down the hum becomes reasonably loud over a period of 1-2 minutes, and when I get up, even in the same room with the same ambient noise, the hum recedes and then disappears over a period of about 2-3 minutes. It's quite a dramatic effect. Just to give an example, every morning when I wake I can clearly hear the hum, but by the time I walk to the bathroom it's 90% gone and once I'm out of the shower I hear total silence again (even with ears plugged). It has been like this for about 2 months now. Very strange.
The good part is that this pattern has been consistent for 2 months and the hum that I hear at night falling asleep causes me no anxiety at all, since I know that within a few minutes of waking it will be gone again.
I'm not sure if there is any more improvement for me, but if it stays like this then I am effectively cured. The tinnitus is at such a low level now that I would be embarrassed to complain about it.
I didn't do anything special to get better, the recovery has been very slow, but seems to be due to the damage from the infection healing.
I have been taking Ginkgo Biloba every day, but I'm not sure if that has had any impact.
I will mention that stress is a major trigger for me. If I have a stressful day then I will hear the hum during the day and it can get irritating, however I know the pattern now, and I know that a good night's sleep will get me back down to silence again. This really has completely removed all anxiety related to tinnitus for me, so even on my louder days (maybe 5 slightly louder days this past month), I'm really not stressed by it.
So, in summary I went from crippling tinnitus which I could hear all day even around loud ambient noise to complete silence most days with only a very mild hum (easily masked by TV) at worst.
I have to say though, that the mental toll this has all taken is now my biggest challenge. Even though my tinnitus is now almost completely gone I still find myself monitoring and thinking about it waaaay too much during the day. I think it will take quite some time for me to completely move on from this traumatic experience, maybe another 6 months or longer. Tinnitus may have left my ear, but it is still firmly embedded in my thoughts. That's probably more due to my anxious nature though.
Sorry for the long post, but I really got a lot out of Tinnitus Talk and didn't want to leave without sharing a story of success and hope for anyone new who stumbles onto the site.