Gosh I wish I was writing some success story here but things are going from bad to much worse for me and I am at my wits' end. Seem to have developed visual snow syndrome (the afterimages and flickering vision and closed eyed visuals are the most disturbing. Saw a neuro-ophthalmologist - nothing wrong with my eyes.
However the most awful symptom at the moment is insomnia - I cannot sleep more that 2hrs a night if I am very lucky. I am also so anxious/agitated that I cant even lie in bed. I have tried - Phenergan (got tolerant after 2 doses and didn't work - scared it actually caused the visual snow) Valium and Temazepam (have taken 10 times- spaced out - but now have crazy tolerance - 10mg of Valium gave me 1 hour of sleep, then woke up with a panic attack.) My psychiatrist prescribed Seroquel - took 12.5mg - didn't work but had crazy hypnagogic hallucinations but no sleep, the tried 25mg the same result but worse (had an insane panic attack and wanted to die) and I think since then my visual snow is worse. I am also doing Feldenkrais, meditation, lots of hypnosis, and just started EMDR and yoga all to get my anxiety under control. I go for a bushwalk everyday.
Does anyone know of any reasonably safe medications I could take to help with my anxiety and insomnia? Very scared about the anti-psychotics making things worse. Also Remeron seemed good - but now I am scared that its MoA is similar to low dose Seroquel (antihistamine action) and could make the visual snow worse. I suggested Amitriptyline to my psychiatrist but he didn't think it would be good - however looking online it seems to be quite effective for insomnia.
Longing for the days when I "only" had tinnitus.
However the most awful symptom at the moment is insomnia - I cannot sleep more that 2hrs a night if I am very lucky. I am also so anxious/agitated that I cant even lie in bed. I have tried - Phenergan (got tolerant after 2 doses and didn't work - scared it actually caused the visual snow) Valium and Temazepam (have taken 10 times- spaced out - but now have crazy tolerance - 10mg of Valium gave me 1 hour of sleep, then woke up with a panic attack.) My psychiatrist prescribed Seroquel - took 12.5mg - didn't work but had crazy hypnagogic hallucinations but no sleep, the tried 25mg the same result but worse (had an insane panic attack and wanted to die) and I think since then my visual snow is worse. I am also doing Feldenkrais, meditation, lots of hypnosis, and just started EMDR and yoga all to get my anxiety under control. I go for a bushwalk everyday.
Does anyone know of any reasonably safe medications I could take to help with my anxiety and insomnia? Very scared about the anti-psychotics making things worse. Also Remeron seemed good - but now I am scared that its MoA is similar to low dose Seroquel (antihistamine action) and could make the visual snow worse. I suggested Amitriptyline to my psychiatrist but he didn't think it would be good - however looking online it seems to be quite effective for insomnia.
Longing for the days when I "only" had tinnitus.