Hello to anyone who will read this desperate post.
I am so freaked out with such buzzing in my head that woke me up after a better day yesterday with quieter buzzing. I cannot mask it nor sleep, feeling so hopeless. Here is my story:
Onset three weeks ago following a very stressful home renovation in the middle of the pandemic, in a rural area that I am new to, without any friends nor family. I thought to stop the renovation but it is mainly my kitchen so I have to keep going. Competent workers here are scarce as materials are as well. I've coped okay or so I thought. Last September I was under so much pressure my brain hurt. I recognized it was from making many decisions, too many errors by others and too many moving parts that I had to manage. I am suffering from PTSD from the death of my child 2.5 years ago. The move here was to be a bridge for my grief and the renovation a welcome distraction. I got snowed in for a month. Hit with such a bad storm taking out power for many miles and left 4 feet of snow too hard to shovel. It was after the storm that I felt sick but no head buzzing. Overall unwell feeling with some dizziness and nausea but had a negative blood panel, negative allergy test, negative COVID-19 test. The dizziness vanished but I began this buzzing with a migraine on January 17th. Then headaches followed which are atypical for me as are migraines. I had not had a migraine in many years maybe a decade. No head buzzing at that time. I did hit my head with my bathroom cabinet that left me with an immediate headache for a day.
A few events happened simultaneously that were so stressful. I think that's when the head buzzing started and hasn't stopped. This was about 3 weeks ago.
ENT did a hearing test. Normal low frequency hearing loss in both ears and did a nasal scope with a camera because my sinuses have been intermittently clogged since January. No discharge, just hard to breath. The ENT said to use a Neti pot and Flonase which I did for about a week, but then stopped due to concerns about the buzzing in my head.
Had negative CT scan at the hospital. Have an MRI scheduled next week but I'm going to cancel because I am worried about making my condition worse. I do have a neurologist appointment mid March. Today I try acupuncture - and get a prescription for Lexapro from my GP. I am not on any medications except for Ativan that I use occasionally to sleep. 1/2 of 1mg. Maybe 20 tablets since the summer.
The last four nights I slept without a fan. I had a window opened with light rainfall. Woke up with very mild buzzing. Yesterday I felt positive this could go away as I am alleviating the stress; being so mindful now that I am injured and need to reboot. I even managed to do lots of laundry, not focusing on the buzzing. Then I watched a comedy to bring on much needed laughter and about an hour later my buzzing was so loud. Was it the TV? My dinner with salted avocado? The blueberries I had for breakfast? The Turmeric tea? The Magnesium supplements? OMG I have no clue what to do. I went three days barely eating when this started because I am afraid I'll eat the wrong thing. How can I wake up with mild buzzing yesterday morning to being awoken tonight after only two hours of sleep to loud buzzing that I cannot mask?
There is a tinnitus doctor at the University of WA. Two actually I want to see. Is it too soon for a hearing device? What sounds should I sleep to? Should I stay off my cellphone, not watch TV? While in a store on Saturday, my buzzing was louder than the store noises and they were obnoxious. Driving masks it with windows open.
I am a resilient woman (55) in good health normally but with this horror on top of my son's death, has left me without anything to live for. I am so filled with despair. I live alone, have zero support here as I do not know anyone. These are the darkest nights of my soul. What do I do?? PLEASE HELP!
I am so freaked out with such buzzing in my head that woke me up after a better day yesterday with quieter buzzing. I cannot mask it nor sleep, feeling so hopeless. Here is my story:
Onset three weeks ago following a very stressful home renovation in the middle of the pandemic, in a rural area that I am new to, without any friends nor family. I thought to stop the renovation but it is mainly my kitchen so I have to keep going. Competent workers here are scarce as materials are as well. I've coped okay or so I thought. Last September I was under so much pressure my brain hurt. I recognized it was from making many decisions, too many errors by others and too many moving parts that I had to manage. I am suffering from PTSD from the death of my child 2.5 years ago. The move here was to be a bridge for my grief and the renovation a welcome distraction. I got snowed in for a month. Hit with such a bad storm taking out power for many miles and left 4 feet of snow too hard to shovel. It was after the storm that I felt sick but no head buzzing. Overall unwell feeling with some dizziness and nausea but had a negative blood panel, negative allergy test, negative COVID-19 test. The dizziness vanished but I began this buzzing with a migraine on January 17th. Then headaches followed which are atypical for me as are migraines. I had not had a migraine in many years maybe a decade. No head buzzing at that time. I did hit my head with my bathroom cabinet that left me with an immediate headache for a day.
A few events happened simultaneously that were so stressful. I think that's when the head buzzing started and hasn't stopped. This was about 3 weeks ago.
ENT did a hearing test. Normal low frequency hearing loss in both ears and did a nasal scope with a camera because my sinuses have been intermittently clogged since January. No discharge, just hard to breath. The ENT said to use a Neti pot and Flonase which I did for about a week, but then stopped due to concerns about the buzzing in my head.
Had negative CT scan at the hospital. Have an MRI scheduled next week but I'm going to cancel because I am worried about making my condition worse. I do have a neurologist appointment mid March. Today I try acupuncture - and get a prescription for Lexapro from my GP. I am not on any medications except for Ativan that I use occasionally to sleep. 1/2 of 1mg. Maybe 20 tablets since the summer.
The last four nights I slept without a fan. I had a window opened with light rainfall. Woke up with very mild buzzing. Yesterday I felt positive this could go away as I am alleviating the stress; being so mindful now that I am injured and need to reboot. I even managed to do lots of laundry, not focusing on the buzzing. Then I watched a comedy to bring on much needed laughter and about an hour later my buzzing was so loud. Was it the TV? My dinner with salted avocado? The blueberries I had for breakfast? The Turmeric tea? The Magnesium supplements? OMG I have no clue what to do. I went three days barely eating when this started because I am afraid I'll eat the wrong thing. How can I wake up with mild buzzing yesterday morning to being awoken tonight after only two hours of sleep to loud buzzing that I cannot mask?
There is a tinnitus doctor at the University of WA. Two actually I want to see. Is it too soon for a hearing device? What sounds should I sleep to? Should I stay off my cellphone, not watch TV? While in a store on Saturday, my buzzing was louder than the store noises and they were obnoxious. Driving masks it with windows open.
I am a resilient woman (55) in good health normally but with this horror on top of my son's death, has left me without anything to live for. I am so filled with despair. I live alone, have zero support here as I do not know anyone. These are the darkest nights of my soul. What do I do?? PLEASE HELP!