Hello,
I started lurking in October 2020 when my tinnitus started because of Bupropion. My doctor told me the ringing in the ears would come and go as I got accustomed to the med... well, exactly on week 3, day 21, at about 4:30 PM, it came and never went. I will never forget that moment. I was furious. I was even more furious when my doctor said he didn't know it could be a permanent side effect, and blew me off after asking if I'd had it before—I said, "once or twice," meaning once or twice in my entire life for maybe a few seconds, like if I hit my head. He just went, "oh, so you had it before," like he was suddenly free of responsibility. Like many of you, I am furious our doctors and big pharma don't warn us that these drugs could change our lives forever. Maybe we should put a looped recording of 11,000 Hz over the loudspeaker at the office of TEVA Pharmaceuticals.
Vengeance aside...
I spent about a week researching everything I could find including a number of threads on this forum. I was devastated to discover that I might be stuck with this forever, and never hear silence again. I also learned that one of the treatments is not to think about it, so after trying a few of the simpler treatments (ex. the tapping the back of your head thing), I decided to stop researching and just take a mindful approach to it. It took a while to accept the fact that I might never hear silence again, but ironically, I guess accepting that you might never hear silence can be the path to hearing silence.
That has helped. I still experience it roughly daily, but I accept it and move on. I am fortunate in that it it usually no worse than a 3 on a 0-10 scale. I can't imagine what it must be like for some of you who have reported a 7 or even a 10. It seems to correlate with stress, which is why I'm posting now... it's the pandemic, I live with my ex who has become increasingly toxic (we can't terminate our lease in the winter months, so we're stuck together until April 1), I hate my job (but applying for a new one!), I'm moving soon (but away from the ex!), I might move again within weeks if I get the new job... those are all the right-now things. In addition, I have ongoing anxiety and depression, which is what the Bupropion was supposed to help with. Since October (when the tinnitus started), I took a break from meds for a while in the terror something might make the tinnitus worse. I tried Mirtazapine for about a month starting mid-January but it knocked me out. I would sleep 12 hours a night and nap 3 hours during the day and still be tired.
I also had a pressure in my ears for a few weeks in November. I told my doctor and he diagnosed me with Eustachian Tube Dysfunction (no exam, he did so via a messenger app) and prescribed that allergy nasal spray, which did nothing (but was surprisingly expensive! More money for big pharma!). The ear pressure went away on its own after a while. I haven't been to an ENT because I have a $100 copay to see a specialist, and I just graduated with an MS, student loans, and am doing the low-pay long-hours rite-of-passage in my career, and from what I can tell, the solution to tinnitus is almost never to see an ENT. But if it worsens I'll go, because... if $100 can make this go away... then okay.
I just took my first dose of Concerta today. My dad and both my sisters are diagnosed ADHD and my mom may have it undiagnosed, so statistically speaking, I almost certainly have it. My psychiatrist and I are hoping that if we treat what could be the ADHD, the anxiety and depression will go away, too (as a hyperactive mind can cause anxiety/depression).
I took the Concerta (18 mg, minimum dose) about two hours ago and my tinnitus is now at a 4, has been for about 30 minutes. I fervently started searching the interwebs to see if Concerta can make it worse, and seems there's no evidence one way or the other. I'm thinking my tinnitus might be related to my blood pressure, since Concerta can increase blood pressure. I have also been on Propranolol for headaches for about 6 months, which can decrease blood pressure, and boy does it help with the headaches. I went from 3 headaches a day, 4-8 Tylenol a day, to 1 headache a week. I'm wondering if the Propranolol helps with the tinnitus. I did take a month off when my doctor prescribed me Rizatriptan, but the insurance company would only cover 4 of those a month (literally 4 pills, for 4 headaches), so back to Propranolol it was. My tinnitus did not get worse during that break.
I also just found out from this forum that Ibuprofen can cause or worsen tinnitus, so that you for that. Tylenol ad infinitum it is...
In addition to the tinnitus, there is a pressure in my ears, but not like the pressure you get on airplanes. More like a muscle tension? Could be high blood pressure. Nurses are always amazed when the take my blood pressure before doctor's appointments (that it's so low), so maybe it's not, but... I don't know what else to think.
If Concerta kills the anxiety, but induces high blood pressure which induces tinnitus, not sure what I'll do.
Anyway, I mostly wanted to vent. I am almost certain I'll post this and disappear for a few weeks, to try and combat the tinnitus by ignoring it again. I'm wondering if Concerta CAN make tinnitus worse, not chemically, but because it helps with focus, and therefore one can choose to focus more on the tinnitus, making it worse—the solution being, of course, not to focus on it. But I will likely return at some point to say thank you to anyone who posts. And update, and try new things, if my story resonates with anyone and they have any thoughts.
Thanks for reading. It's good to know I'm not alone. And if you are reading this, then you, too, are not alone. Welcome.
I started lurking in October 2020 when my tinnitus started because of Bupropion. My doctor told me the ringing in the ears would come and go as I got accustomed to the med... well, exactly on week 3, day 21, at about 4:30 PM, it came and never went. I will never forget that moment. I was furious. I was even more furious when my doctor said he didn't know it could be a permanent side effect, and blew me off after asking if I'd had it before—I said, "once or twice," meaning once or twice in my entire life for maybe a few seconds, like if I hit my head. He just went, "oh, so you had it before," like he was suddenly free of responsibility. Like many of you, I am furious our doctors and big pharma don't warn us that these drugs could change our lives forever. Maybe we should put a looped recording of 11,000 Hz over the loudspeaker at the office of TEVA Pharmaceuticals.
Vengeance aside...
I spent about a week researching everything I could find including a number of threads on this forum. I was devastated to discover that I might be stuck with this forever, and never hear silence again. I also learned that one of the treatments is not to think about it, so after trying a few of the simpler treatments (ex. the tapping the back of your head thing), I decided to stop researching and just take a mindful approach to it. It took a while to accept the fact that I might never hear silence again, but ironically, I guess accepting that you might never hear silence can be the path to hearing silence.
That has helped. I still experience it roughly daily, but I accept it and move on. I am fortunate in that it it usually no worse than a 3 on a 0-10 scale. I can't imagine what it must be like for some of you who have reported a 7 or even a 10. It seems to correlate with stress, which is why I'm posting now... it's the pandemic, I live with my ex who has become increasingly toxic (we can't terminate our lease in the winter months, so we're stuck together until April 1), I hate my job (but applying for a new one!), I'm moving soon (but away from the ex!), I might move again within weeks if I get the new job... those are all the right-now things. In addition, I have ongoing anxiety and depression, which is what the Bupropion was supposed to help with. Since October (when the tinnitus started), I took a break from meds for a while in the terror something might make the tinnitus worse. I tried Mirtazapine for about a month starting mid-January but it knocked me out. I would sleep 12 hours a night and nap 3 hours during the day and still be tired.
I also had a pressure in my ears for a few weeks in November. I told my doctor and he diagnosed me with Eustachian Tube Dysfunction (no exam, he did so via a messenger app) and prescribed that allergy nasal spray, which did nothing (but was surprisingly expensive! More money for big pharma!). The ear pressure went away on its own after a while. I haven't been to an ENT because I have a $100 copay to see a specialist, and I just graduated with an MS, student loans, and am doing the low-pay long-hours rite-of-passage in my career, and from what I can tell, the solution to tinnitus is almost never to see an ENT. But if it worsens I'll go, because... if $100 can make this go away... then okay.
I just took my first dose of Concerta today. My dad and both my sisters are diagnosed ADHD and my mom may have it undiagnosed, so statistically speaking, I almost certainly have it. My psychiatrist and I are hoping that if we treat what could be the ADHD, the anxiety and depression will go away, too (as a hyperactive mind can cause anxiety/depression).
I took the Concerta (18 mg, minimum dose) about two hours ago and my tinnitus is now at a 4, has been for about 30 minutes. I fervently started searching the interwebs to see if Concerta can make it worse, and seems there's no evidence one way or the other. I'm thinking my tinnitus might be related to my blood pressure, since Concerta can increase blood pressure. I have also been on Propranolol for headaches for about 6 months, which can decrease blood pressure, and boy does it help with the headaches. I went from 3 headaches a day, 4-8 Tylenol a day, to 1 headache a week. I'm wondering if the Propranolol helps with the tinnitus. I did take a month off when my doctor prescribed me Rizatriptan, but the insurance company would only cover 4 of those a month (literally 4 pills, for 4 headaches), so back to Propranolol it was. My tinnitus did not get worse during that break.
I also just found out from this forum that Ibuprofen can cause or worsen tinnitus, so that you for that. Tylenol ad infinitum it is...
In addition to the tinnitus, there is a pressure in my ears, but not like the pressure you get on airplanes. More like a muscle tension? Could be high blood pressure. Nurses are always amazed when the take my blood pressure before doctor's appointments (that it's so low), so maybe it's not, but... I don't know what else to think.
If Concerta kills the anxiety, but induces high blood pressure which induces tinnitus, not sure what I'll do.
Anyway, I mostly wanted to vent. I am almost certain I'll post this and disappear for a few weeks, to try and combat the tinnitus by ignoring it again. I'm wondering if Concerta CAN make tinnitus worse, not chemically, but because it helps with focus, and therefore one can choose to focus more on the tinnitus, making it worse—the solution being, of course, not to focus on it. But I will likely return at some point to say thank you to anyone who posts. And update, and try new things, if my story resonates with anyone and they have any thoughts.
Thanks for reading. It's good to know I'm not alone. And if you are reading this, then you, too, are not alone. Welcome.