I'm a very pessimistic person so for me to say that my tinnitus is gone today, I already suspect it coming back tomorrow but at any rate, I want to summarize my symptoms and the result of an OTC eardrop I tried yesterday evening that resulted in me waking up with zero tinnitus this morning in over a year. I also found something interesting at my workplace that might contribute to my symptoms. Today is truly a good day for me (for a change).
Just to emphasize how serious my situation had become recently, I have an appointment with a Neurologist tomorrow and an appointment with a new ENT next week for the issues that I've been experiencing. During the last couple of months, my tinnitus had morphed into this vibration sensation in my entire head. I no longer heard the high pitched sound distinctively from my left ear, it was just everywhere. I describe it as a storm in my head where this high pitched sound bounces from left to right accompanied with a physical vibration. Not only that but I had developed migraines for the first time in my life not even knowing what a migraine was a year ago. My constant migraine was somehow intertwined with the tinnitus causing some serious mental, visual and auditory symptoms. I have a dull headache 24/7 to top it all off.
Mental... who would have thought an ear infection would lead to mental issues? I was applying for a travel visa with my wife a week ago and when the employee asked me to write my cell phone number I could not remember it. I could not remember the number order of my own cell number I had for over 20 years. I had to ask my wife for my cell number. This was the first time forgetting my number. I also could not recall the year of my daughters birthday.
Visual... It's great to be tipsy when you want but if you're always feeling the effects of being a little drunk, it's no fun. I constantly have this feeling of slow motion, light hotheadedness and visual vibration when I stare at objects. I also have flashes of light when I close my eyes and my eyes randomly moving when my eyes were closed.
Auditory... During the last couple of months I developed sensitivity to sound (hyperacusis). The strange thing was that the sound sensitivity was also present in my right ear which never had any issues. In fact even more so. The clicking of my car seat belt felt like a stab in my head on a daily basis. I also sensed my hearing becoming worse overall (even in my good ear) even though the handy iPhone hearing test app was scoring me in the normal range (matched to a clinical hearing test I had a year ago). I know my hearing was not normal so this is frustrating when you describe your symptoms to a doctor and they tell you everything is normal.
A couple of weeks ago I was purchasing some cold medication for my son and I noticed ear drops specifically for ear ringing. I had tried some in the past from CVS and it never helped but when you're desperate, you will try anything so I purchased it and placed in the medication box and told myself I would try it when my tinnitus was at the all time worse to see if it helps.
Weeks went by and I never even gave it a thought until yesterday. I had not had a good night sleep the prior night, my tinnitus was at a rate of 11 and symptoms were at an all time worse. When I got home from work in the evening around 6pm, I placed a couple of drops and went shopping. I sensed my tinnitus getting worse and the muffled hearing sensation from oil in my ear added to the discomfort. I also felt some shooting pain in my ear that were unusual. Late evening the symptoms were still there, zero improvement from the drops. I used some tissue paper to dab the excess oil from my ear (I think I had put a few too many drops). I was not looking forward to bedtime because that is when I have the worse of my symptoms.
This morning upon waking up, I thought I had lost all my hearing due to the strange silence. I had to say something out loud to see if I could still hear. Not only was there complete silence but I felt great. Normally when I wake up, I hear the god awesome noise in my head right away and I don't even want to get out of bed. I felt strangely refreshed, something I haven't felt in a long time. Being pessimistic, I didn't get too excited but I could not help noticed how peaceful I felt with no tinnitus. It was Zen.
I was curious to see if my other symptoms had improved so I went to the medication box, took a pill bottle and shook it and to my surprise it didn't cause pain. I still felt a slight sensation but it was 90% improved. The crying and yelling of my children were also bearable to hear for the first time. At this point I honestly got a little excited but kept it to myself just enjoying the moment. When you have tinnitus, you learn to enjoy the good moments when your tinnitus is a low level because you know it's not going to last.
During the trip to my work, I also noticed a much improvement in the clarity and tone in sounds. So much so that I stopped and spoke to a coworker which I've been avoiding due to my symptoms and overall mood lately.
Too good to be true? I think so but time will tell. One thing I'm 100% sure of is that at no point in the past 6 months had my tinnitus been completely gone. The minimum level would have been a 2 or 3 while my other symptoms were present. Is it a placebo? I don't think if it were, all my other symptoms would still be present but they are also much improved.
So why is today a good day besides no tinnitus?
Me and a coworker had been discussing some of our health issues and we discovered that a lot of them were very similar. For example, he has been experiencing anxiety, dizziness and just generally not feeling well. We thought could it be environmental? Something popped in my head.
I work in IT and years ago when we had a UPS (Uninterruptible Power Supply) installed for our data center, the contractor told us to avoid being in the area for too long. They didn't explain why but for some reason that bit of information had stuck in my head. We come to find out that one of my office walls shares the same wall of the USP room. This puts me about 10-15 feet away from the device. Me and a coworker decided to go into the room and take a look at the equipment. When we both entered the room and started reading some of the warning labels, voltage/amp/frequency numbers, within one minute we both developed this strange sensation/light headedness in our heads. The sensation felt very familiar to me but was much more intense. We quickly got out of there... The electromagnetic radiation that thing is putting must be absolutely insane. It was humming and buzzing with warning labels all over it. I will take a photo and post them here today or tomorrow but the strange thing was that after being in the room for a minute, a very slight buzzing began in my head again (it was completely gone prior to going in the room). My tinnitus is still almost non existent but it's not as good as it was before work.
My coworker and I talk some more and we both agreed that our symptoms improve during the weekend (best being Sunday) or whenever we're not at work. I also noticed my tinnitus would improve slightly during the weekend and I just suspected it was due to less stress but maybe it's due to our environment? I did some research and there are mixed information about EMF but something very interesting I found from a source reads:
Whoa! sounds to me a perfect scenario for tinnitus. Is there a link?
I will definitely post an update in the next 24 hours of what happens. So far what I am going to do is:
1) Continue to use the ear drops once a day
2) Move my office to a different location for a few weeks
I will post photos of the USP warnings as well as the specific ear drops I purchased from Vons if anyone else wants to try.
Just to emphasize how serious my situation had become recently, I have an appointment with a Neurologist tomorrow and an appointment with a new ENT next week for the issues that I've been experiencing. During the last couple of months, my tinnitus had morphed into this vibration sensation in my entire head. I no longer heard the high pitched sound distinctively from my left ear, it was just everywhere. I describe it as a storm in my head where this high pitched sound bounces from left to right accompanied with a physical vibration. Not only that but I had developed migraines for the first time in my life not even knowing what a migraine was a year ago. My constant migraine was somehow intertwined with the tinnitus causing some serious mental, visual and auditory symptoms. I have a dull headache 24/7 to top it all off.
Mental... who would have thought an ear infection would lead to mental issues? I was applying for a travel visa with my wife a week ago and when the employee asked me to write my cell phone number I could not remember it. I could not remember the number order of my own cell number I had for over 20 years. I had to ask my wife for my cell number. This was the first time forgetting my number. I also could not recall the year of my daughters birthday.
Visual... It's great to be tipsy when you want but if you're always feeling the effects of being a little drunk, it's no fun. I constantly have this feeling of slow motion, light hotheadedness and visual vibration when I stare at objects. I also have flashes of light when I close my eyes and my eyes randomly moving when my eyes were closed.
Auditory... During the last couple of months I developed sensitivity to sound (hyperacusis). The strange thing was that the sound sensitivity was also present in my right ear which never had any issues. In fact even more so. The clicking of my car seat belt felt like a stab in my head on a daily basis. I also sensed my hearing becoming worse overall (even in my good ear) even though the handy iPhone hearing test app was scoring me in the normal range (matched to a clinical hearing test I had a year ago). I know my hearing was not normal so this is frustrating when you describe your symptoms to a doctor and they tell you everything is normal.
A couple of weeks ago I was purchasing some cold medication for my son and I noticed ear drops specifically for ear ringing. I had tried some in the past from CVS and it never helped but when you're desperate, you will try anything so I purchased it and placed in the medication box and told myself I would try it when my tinnitus was at the all time worse to see if it helps.
Weeks went by and I never even gave it a thought until yesterday. I had not had a good night sleep the prior night, my tinnitus was at a rate of 11 and symptoms were at an all time worse. When I got home from work in the evening around 6pm, I placed a couple of drops and went shopping. I sensed my tinnitus getting worse and the muffled hearing sensation from oil in my ear added to the discomfort. I also felt some shooting pain in my ear that were unusual. Late evening the symptoms were still there, zero improvement from the drops. I used some tissue paper to dab the excess oil from my ear (I think I had put a few too many drops). I was not looking forward to bedtime because that is when I have the worse of my symptoms.
This morning upon waking up, I thought I had lost all my hearing due to the strange silence. I had to say something out loud to see if I could still hear. Not only was there complete silence but I felt great. Normally when I wake up, I hear the god awesome noise in my head right away and I don't even want to get out of bed. I felt strangely refreshed, something I haven't felt in a long time. Being pessimistic, I didn't get too excited but I could not help noticed how peaceful I felt with no tinnitus. It was Zen.
I was curious to see if my other symptoms had improved so I went to the medication box, took a pill bottle and shook it and to my surprise it didn't cause pain. I still felt a slight sensation but it was 90% improved. The crying and yelling of my children were also bearable to hear for the first time. At this point I honestly got a little excited but kept it to myself just enjoying the moment. When you have tinnitus, you learn to enjoy the good moments when your tinnitus is a low level because you know it's not going to last.
During the trip to my work, I also noticed a much improvement in the clarity and tone in sounds. So much so that I stopped and spoke to a coworker which I've been avoiding due to my symptoms and overall mood lately.
Too good to be true? I think so but time will tell. One thing I'm 100% sure of is that at no point in the past 6 months had my tinnitus been completely gone. The minimum level would have been a 2 or 3 while my other symptoms were present. Is it a placebo? I don't think if it were, all my other symptoms would still be present but they are also much improved.
So why is today a good day besides no tinnitus?
Me and a coworker had been discussing some of our health issues and we discovered that a lot of them were very similar. For example, he has been experiencing anxiety, dizziness and just generally not feeling well. We thought could it be environmental? Something popped in my head.
I work in IT and years ago when we had a UPS (Uninterruptible Power Supply) installed for our data center, the contractor told us to avoid being in the area for too long. They didn't explain why but for some reason that bit of information had stuck in my head. We come to find out that one of my office walls shares the same wall of the USP room. This puts me about 10-15 feet away from the device. Me and a coworker decided to go into the room and take a look at the equipment. When we both entered the room and started reading some of the warning labels, voltage/amp/frequency numbers, within one minute we both developed this strange sensation/light headedness in our heads. The sensation felt very familiar to me but was much more intense. We quickly got out of there... The electromagnetic radiation that thing is putting must be absolutely insane. It was humming and buzzing with warning labels all over it. I will take a photo and post them here today or tomorrow but the strange thing was that after being in the room for a minute, a very slight buzzing began in my head again (it was completely gone prior to going in the room). My tinnitus is still almost non existent but it's not as good as it was before work.
My coworker and I talk some more and we both agreed that our symptoms improve during the weekend (best being Sunday) or whenever we're not at work. I also noticed my tinnitus would improve slightly during the weekend and I just suspected it was due to less stress but maybe it's due to our environment? I did some research and there are mixed information about EMF but something very interesting I found from a source reads:
Source: https://www.consciouslifestylemag.com/emf-dangers-health-effects-radiation/Electromagnetic Science—What Happens in Your Body
Here's a little bit of the science of what happens when you're overexposed to EMFs (and a glimpse into potential EMF radiation health effects):
Your cells get overwhelmed by messages from inside and outside your body.
One way these artificial fields may disrupt normal electrochemical communication and pose an EMF danger is by increasing the number of what are called receptors on the surface of your cells. Receptors are often described as a keyhole into which the key—a chemical messenger called a neurotransmitter—fits perfectly to open the cell, allowing outside information from your brain or other parts of your body to get inside. These receptors and neurotransmitters help transfer those messages from one cell to the other, like a game of Whisper down the Lane, but without the garbled transmission.
For example, if you're sick or injured, you want your cells to send out an SOS to your immune system so healing starts right away. And if you're otherwise healthy, that's what happens. The number of receptors you have varies widely, and some cells have so many that they're likely to attract more activity than those with fewer receptors.
If overexposure to EMFs boosts receptor numbers, more of your cells become increasingly open to all kinds of messages from your body and from the environment outside. Suddenly, while trying to send its vital 911 call to your immune system, your cells start listening to and responding to other voices and directions. It's like an old-fashioned party line—too many callers talking so the wrong messages—or no messages at all—get through.
Whoa! sounds to me a perfect scenario for tinnitus. Is there a link?
I will definitely post an update in the next 24 hours of what happens. So far what I am going to do is:
1) Continue to use the ear drops once a day
2) Move my office to a different location for a few weeks
I will post photos of the USP warnings as well as the specific ear drops I purchased from Vons if anyone else wants to try.