Hello,
8 days ago (the 17th of November) my wife was pumping air into my bicycle tire while I was holding the hose when suddenly the tire exploded. This was in a small bicycle garage so the extremely high sound got even worse than it would outside. My ears were just about 15-20 cm (5-8 inches) away from the tire when it exploded and since that day I have had tinnitus in both my ears... It was the loudest sound I ever heard and my ears so close to the BANG... The first week have been a roller coaster of emotions, the first days I guess I was in a bit of denial and I continued using headphones listening to podcasts and music, I wish I hadn't since I have now learned doing that can even worsen the tinnitus. Later that week I got really sad when it didn't disappear. I now try to accept that this is how I will live for the rest of my life, but it is so hard.
I've always had such a big respect for my ears and always used earplugs at concerts or at nightclubs or other loud places. Tinnitus is a condition I've always been extremely frightened of getting. I feel so sad that a stupid and relatively rare thing like an exploded bicycle tire is the cause for my tinnitus. I think these stupid thoughts - "Why me? I have never been careless with my ears so why did this have to happen to me? Why did I go into that bike garage that evening with my wife to get my bicycle battery and saw that the wheel had no air in it?" Also my 3 month old baby was in a stroller in the bike garage with us when it happened and I am also afraid that the explosion have hurt his ears... I realize I can't change what has happened but I have all these thoughts running through my head all day.
The tinnitus has not gotten any better since it happened, I would say it has even gotten a little worse. I hear the high pitch ringing in both my ears all day long, when I'm in a quiet room the ringing is really loud. I have also become a bit sound sensitive and my hearing is a little worse on my right ear.
Since I've had the tinnitus for over a week now with no progress I really don't think it is going to disappear. I only hope I am going to accept to live with it. If it wasn't for my newborn baby I think I would be in total depression right now, but I am a father now so I feel I have to take responsibility and not give up on life because of this happening, but it's so hard. I think about the ringing in my ears almost 24/7.
8 days ago (the 17th of November) my wife was pumping air into my bicycle tire while I was holding the hose when suddenly the tire exploded. This was in a small bicycle garage so the extremely high sound got even worse than it would outside. My ears were just about 15-20 cm (5-8 inches) away from the tire when it exploded and since that day I have had tinnitus in both my ears... It was the loudest sound I ever heard and my ears so close to the BANG... The first week have been a roller coaster of emotions, the first days I guess I was in a bit of denial and I continued using headphones listening to podcasts and music, I wish I hadn't since I have now learned doing that can even worsen the tinnitus. Later that week I got really sad when it didn't disappear. I now try to accept that this is how I will live for the rest of my life, but it is so hard.
I've always had such a big respect for my ears and always used earplugs at concerts or at nightclubs or other loud places. Tinnitus is a condition I've always been extremely frightened of getting. I feel so sad that a stupid and relatively rare thing like an exploded bicycle tire is the cause for my tinnitus. I think these stupid thoughts - "Why me? I have never been careless with my ears so why did this have to happen to me? Why did I go into that bike garage that evening with my wife to get my bicycle battery and saw that the wheel had no air in it?" Also my 3 month old baby was in a stroller in the bike garage with us when it happened and I am also afraid that the explosion have hurt his ears... I realize I can't change what has happened but I have all these thoughts running through my head all day.
The tinnitus has not gotten any better since it happened, I would say it has even gotten a little worse. I hear the high pitch ringing in both my ears all day long, when I'm in a quiet room the ringing is really loud. I have also become a bit sound sensitive and my hearing is a little worse on my right ear.
Since I've had the tinnitus for over a week now with no progress I really don't think it is going to disappear. I only hope I am going to accept to live with it. If it wasn't for my newborn baby I think I would be in total depression right now, but I am a father now so I feel I have to take responsibility and not give up on life because of this happening, but it's so hard. I think about the ringing in my ears almost 24/7.