I have tinnitus from a gunshot 11 days ago. It was like a movie, I shot it and everything went silent and ringing and muffled. The muffled sound went away after the first day but the tinnitus is still there. I have a feeling of something in my ear like pressure or something.
I'm scared and realizing it might be permanent. I've had 4-5 people told me they have done the same thing and they had ringing in their ear for weeks. They were men who had shot guns without hearing protection.
But I feel like what I'm going through is far worse. I'm a strong man... or I used to be, but this is life sucking and I feel like they didn't have the ring like I do.
Everyone tells me give it time but I've developed 2 tones in my left ear only, which makes me thing it's here for good.
I've had suicidal thoughts recently just to become at peace again. I miss it. I love my mother and my girlfriend and my puppy more than anything and they are the only people keeping me alive because I don't want to disappoint them and leave them without me because I'm a strong man who took care of both of them.
It's been getting louder the past 4 days and it's been giving me headaches.
I don't know what to do. Can someone out there help me the slightest? I'm only 23 and my life is upside down now. I used to be energetic and uppity but now I'm depressed and lying in bed all the time drowning it out with YouTube videos.
I don't want to lose my girlfriend because any other good looking 22-year-old woman doesn't want to be with a weak man who hides in his bed everyday.
I don't want to habituate it... I just want it gone. Help please. I'll try anything. I've read success stories on here and have ordered NAC. I'm currently taking Zinc, Magnesium, Lipoflavonoid, Ring Stop or whatever it's called (I'm not getting up to get the bottle and spell it correctly).
Are there any creative treatments or anything? Can anyone help me? Ask me any questions about it to further understand what I'm going through, I'll be quick to respond hopefully.
I'm scared and realizing it might be permanent. I've had 4-5 people told me they have done the same thing and they had ringing in their ear for weeks. They were men who had shot guns without hearing protection.
But I feel like what I'm going through is far worse. I'm a strong man... or I used to be, but this is life sucking and I feel like they didn't have the ring like I do.
Everyone tells me give it time but I've developed 2 tones in my left ear only, which makes me thing it's here for good.
I've had suicidal thoughts recently just to become at peace again. I miss it. I love my mother and my girlfriend and my puppy more than anything and they are the only people keeping me alive because I don't want to disappoint them and leave them without me because I'm a strong man who took care of both of them.
It's been getting louder the past 4 days and it's been giving me headaches.
I don't know what to do. Can someone out there help me the slightest? I'm only 23 and my life is upside down now. I used to be energetic and uppity but now I'm depressed and lying in bed all the time drowning it out with YouTube videos.
I don't want to lose my girlfriend because any other good looking 22-year-old woman doesn't want to be with a weak man who hides in his bed everyday.
I don't want to habituate it... I just want it gone. Help please. I'll try anything. I've read success stories on here and have ordered NAC. I'm currently taking Zinc, Magnesium, Lipoflavonoid, Ring Stop or whatever it's called (I'm not getting up to get the bottle and spell it correctly).
Are there any creative treatments or anything? Can anyone help me? Ask me any questions about it to further understand what I'm going through, I'll be quick to respond hopefully.