- Dec 21, 2019
- 319
- Tinnitus Since
- 2014, 10/2019
- Cause of Tinnitus
- School Band, Noxious Car Radio
Hello all!
I've had very minor tinnitus for the past 6 years or so, most likely from playing in many school bands over the course of elementary and high school. However 2 months ago I got it pretty bad in my left ear from about 10 minutes of loud music (bordering the pain threshold) from a car speaker while I was on a date (we're not dating anymore lol). I just wanted to go over my journey so far so that any of you in the throngs of a freakout can gain some perspective, especially if you're also dealing with tinnitus from acoustic trauma. It's hard, especially at first, but you'll slowly improve!
At first I had full ears, muffled hearing on both sides (especially the left) that left all high sounds faint and fuzzy and PIERCING tinnitus in both ears. Over the first couple days I developed hyperacusis with pain, and a general sore and tender feeling in the ears. It was really rough rough for the first couple weeks, I couldn't stand the sounds of squeaking doors, cutlery on plates trains stopping, conversations with more than one other person and even soothing river sounds were too much to bare. I woke up constantly at night with panic attacks from the sound. It put a big strain on my relationship with my parents. No one around me really understood how I felt, the worst. After a week I went to the hospital and got referred to a hearing specialist. I was told my audio gram was normal with no advice or followup. It was devastating to be honest!! I felt really lost and confused, I had no medical expert to follow up with and I was so scared. At this stage in the game I would frequently reach out to a local distress hotline to get calmed down. Honestly the darkest chapter of my life, I had no clue if or how much I could heal.
Luckily for me when I saw my family doctor he was extremely knowledgeable and compassionate about tinnitus. He's had his practice since the 1950s, so he's dealt with lots of tinnitus cases from WW2 and the Vietnam War. He told me:
-Deeper sounds (like bass heavy music) damage much slower than high noises (like gunshots) so I have a better chance at recovery, especially given my short exposure
-While structural damage to the ears is often permanent, all hearing loss is not structural damage. Over the weeks and months and even years from your trauma the higher frequencies can slowly return (which they did)
-Tinnitus will seem louder when the hearing is muffled, as it recovers the tinnitus will fade more into the background
-Tinnitus very often goes away on its own (even in cases where it lasts a couple months), I have no guarantees but I allow myself the optimism haha
-Low volume symphonic music is a good masking sound, to be played just below the volume of your tinnitus
-The soreness and irritation/inflammation of the ears will slowly recover, much like any other part of your body
-The crackling sound you may hear when swallowing is just due to inflammation in the middle ear (which can be triggered by loud noises), and while its annoying it does not indicate dysfunction
-Don't be afraid to take Advil, a good nights sleep will make it all more bearable
I'm very lucky to have had him as my doctor, his reassurance has really helped me pull through.
Anyway, these days my right ear is nearly fully recovered while my left ear lags behind. I need to plug my left ear when I'm around machinery/fans, at the cinema, or when visiting with many people at once. at the 1+1/2 mark my fullness in the left ear finally left me, and the pain/hyperacusis has slowly been improving since (the pain of my ear "opening" was MEMORABLE to say the least. I hope that in the new year I can become pain free! in the mean time I am pleased that I can lead my life as I did before, albeit with a stash of single use plugs in my pocket. I really thought my life was over two months ago, but I was very fortunately. Also, habituation to the ringing is much easier the second time around, I'm so concerned about the hyperacusis I often forget the tinnitus haha.
Anyway, I'm hear so that I can support and seek support from others that understand. It's hard for regular people to understand how quiet static from a speaker can give someone throbbing ear pain, or how there loud talking voice can overwhelm you, and most of all for me the isolated feeling I get from having plugs in when I'm out in my day to day, which makes it harder for me to understand speech.
We've got this!!!
I've had very minor tinnitus for the past 6 years or so, most likely from playing in many school bands over the course of elementary and high school. However 2 months ago I got it pretty bad in my left ear from about 10 minutes of loud music (bordering the pain threshold) from a car speaker while I was on a date (we're not dating anymore lol). I just wanted to go over my journey so far so that any of you in the throngs of a freakout can gain some perspective, especially if you're also dealing with tinnitus from acoustic trauma. It's hard, especially at first, but you'll slowly improve!
At first I had full ears, muffled hearing on both sides (especially the left) that left all high sounds faint and fuzzy and PIERCING tinnitus in both ears. Over the first couple days I developed hyperacusis with pain, and a general sore and tender feeling in the ears. It was really rough rough for the first couple weeks, I couldn't stand the sounds of squeaking doors, cutlery on plates trains stopping, conversations with more than one other person and even soothing river sounds were too much to bare. I woke up constantly at night with panic attacks from the sound. It put a big strain on my relationship with my parents. No one around me really understood how I felt, the worst. After a week I went to the hospital and got referred to a hearing specialist. I was told my audio gram was normal with no advice or followup. It was devastating to be honest!! I felt really lost and confused, I had no medical expert to follow up with and I was so scared. At this stage in the game I would frequently reach out to a local distress hotline to get calmed down. Honestly the darkest chapter of my life, I had no clue if or how much I could heal.
Luckily for me when I saw my family doctor he was extremely knowledgeable and compassionate about tinnitus. He's had his practice since the 1950s, so he's dealt with lots of tinnitus cases from WW2 and the Vietnam War. He told me:
-Deeper sounds (like bass heavy music) damage much slower than high noises (like gunshots) so I have a better chance at recovery, especially given my short exposure
-While structural damage to the ears is often permanent, all hearing loss is not structural damage. Over the weeks and months and even years from your trauma the higher frequencies can slowly return (which they did)
-Tinnitus will seem louder when the hearing is muffled, as it recovers the tinnitus will fade more into the background
-Tinnitus very often goes away on its own (even in cases where it lasts a couple months), I have no guarantees but I allow myself the optimism haha
-Low volume symphonic music is a good masking sound, to be played just below the volume of your tinnitus
-The soreness and irritation/inflammation of the ears will slowly recover, much like any other part of your body
-The crackling sound you may hear when swallowing is just due to inflammation in the middle ear (which can be triggered by loud noises), and while its annoying it does not indicate dysfunction
-Don't be afraid to take Advil, a good nights sleep will make it all more bearable
I'm very lucky to have had him as my doctor, his reassurance has really helped me pull through.
Anyway, these days my right ear is nearly fully recovered while my left ear lags behind. I need to plug my left ear when I'm around machinery/fans, at the cinema, or when visiting with many people at once. at the 1+1/2 mark my fullness in the left ear finally left me, and the pain/hyperacusis has slowly been improving since (the pain of my ear "opening" was MEMORABLE to say the least. I hope that in the new year I can become pain free! in the mean time I am pleased that I can lead my life as I did before, albeit with a stash of single use plugs in my pocket. I really thought my life was over two months ago, but I was very fortunately. Also, habituation to the ringing is much easier the second time around, I'm so concerned about the hyperacusis I often forget the tinnitus haha.
Anyway, I'm hear so that I can support and seek support from others that understand. It's hard for regular people to understand how quiet static from a speaker can give someone throbbing ear pain, or how there loud talking voice can overwhelm you, and most of all for me the isolated feeling I get from having plugs in when I'm out in my day to day, which makes it harder for me to understand speech.
We've got this!!!