- Jan 2, 2022
- 8
- Tinnitus Since
- 07/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Jaw-clenching caused by antidepressants
Where: London, England.
Who: Unemployed 36-year old guy. Possible ADHD (undiagnosed due to public waiting lists and private costs). Definitely an anxious and depressed mess even before this fuckup. Have savings but worried about being ripped off and ending up worse off.
When: Tinnitus since young (parents: don't let your kids stand in front of the sound system at parties, no matter how fun the rumbly bass is!). Very mild.
Then: In November 2019 felt depressed due to yet another failure in full-time education. Was in Counselling but decided I needed medication. Went private due to previous incompetence of local NHS GP and Community Mental Health Team. Was prescribed 20 mg Citalopram once-daily. All good at follow-up appointment one month later.
Private GP then repeatedly lost all records of treatment plan from 3rd appointment onwards. Video appointments during COVID-19 mostly spent convincing Doctor I was a patient undergoing treatment. Asked for and got dose increase around July 2020 to 30 mg Citalopram due to anxiety caused by COVID-19 and, secretly, GP repeatedly losing records. No follow-up appointment to check dose increase.
Jaw started clenching, bad enough to lock up. Tinnitus goes wild. But too anxious/apathetic to ask private GP due to fear of ending treatment (Had previous sudden end of treatment with NHS). Last appointment January 2021. Fell off meds April 2021.
Now: Jaw still clenching. Tinnitus now loud in left ear and screaming in right. The inside of my ears feel hot and slightly painful with an odd pressure. Slowly going insane. Am thinking about suing private GP. Turns out SSRIs make ADHD symptoms much worse, including extreme apathy (Hence why I didn't stop taking the meds).
Why: I need treatment but am scared of NHS incompetence and waiting times. Might have to go private, which costs. Plus after the fiasco worried about losing yet more savings to charlatans and incompetents. Would also like a little payback if possible.
How: I've found a whole bunch of Solicitor firms (lawyers in non-British speech) who do No-Win! No-Fee! clinical/medical negligence claims. There's a hard three year limitation on claims though. All of the No-Win! No-Fee! Solicitors (lawyers in non-Brit speech) offer a free initial consultation. So there's no harm in me asking them if this is possible.
What: While I had tinnitus before the 30 mg Citalopram daily the subsequent jaw clenching made everything so much worse. The last thing I hear before I fall asleep and the first thing I hear when I wake up is the tinnitus screaming in my right ear. Does anyone have advice? I have no idea who to go to or what to say or even how to describe what I'm hearing. I'm hopeful that if the jaw-clenching is sorted out the tinnitus might lessen, but not very hopeful. There is a British Tinnitus Association support group that used to meet near me, but they're now virtual and don't have a meeting til the end of the month anyway.
I've searched Tinnitus Talk for suggestions, but there are thousands of posts across hundreds of threads all covering a span of years. I read about multiple potential treatments: Sulodexide+Melatonin; CBD Oil; Neuromodulators; Mouthguards; Muscle-relaxants. But for each one that works for one person doesn't work, or even makes worse, for another.
The Knowledge Base also hasn't been of much use as it was last updated in 2017 with one update. Previous updates include: 2016 - One update; 2015 - Two updates; 2014 - Four updates; 2013 - 105 updates. What happened?
Heart of Matter: In all honesty this is me flailing around looking for something to save me from my problems. Not just the tinnitus, but the depression and anxiety that made me seek medication in the first place. About the only thing I can do that isn't collapsing into a blubbering mess is waiting to collapse into a blubbering mess.
My sleep is wrecked. My diet is a joke. My health is nonexistent. Can somebody please save me?
Who: Unemployed 36-year old guy. Possible ADHD (undiagnosed due to public waiting lists and private costs). Definitely an anxious and depressed mess even before this fuckup. Have savings but worried about being ripped off and ending up worse off.
When: Tinnitus since young (parents: don't let your kids stand in front of the sound system at parties, no matter how fun the rumbly bass is!). Very mild.
Then: In November 2019 felt depressed due to yet another failure in full-time education. Was in Counselling but decided I needed medication. Went private due to previous incompetence of local NHS GP and Community Mental Health Team. Was prescribed 20 mg Citalopram once-daily. All good at follow-up appointment one month later.
Private GP then repeatedly lost all records of treatment plan from 3rd appointment onwards. Video appointments during COVID-19 mostly spent convincing Doctor I was a patient undergoing treatment. Asked for and got dose increase around July 2020 to 30 mg Citalopram due to anxiety caused by COVID-19 and, secretly, GP repeatedly losing records. No follow-up appointment to check dose increase.
Jaw started clenching, bad enough to lock up. Tinnitus goes wild. But too anxious/apathetic to ask private GP due to fear of ending treatment (Had previous sudden end of treatment with NHS). Last appointment January 2021. Fell off meds April 2021.
Now: Jaw still clenching. Tinnitus now loud in left ear and screaming in right. The inside of my ears feel hot and slightly painful with an odd pressure. Slowly going insane. Am thinking about suing private GP. Turns out SSRIs make ADHD symptoms much worse, including extreme apathy (Hence why I didn't stop taking the meds).
Why: I need treatment but am scared of NHS incompetence and waiting times. Might have to go private, which costs. Plus after the fiasco worried about losing yet more savings to charlatans and incompetents. Would also like a little payback if possible.
How: I've found a whole bunch of Solicitor firms (lawyers in non-British speech) who do No-Win! No-Fee! clinical/medical negligence claims. There's a hard three year limitation on claims though. All of the No-Win! No-Fee! Solicitors (lawyers in non-Brit speech) offer a free initial consultation. So there's no harm in me asking them if this is possible.
What: While I had tinnitus before the 30 mg Citalopram daily the subsequent jaw clenching made everything so much worse. The last thing I hear before I fall asleep and the first thing I hear when I wake up is the tinnitus screaming in my right ear. Does anyone have advice? I have no idea who to go to or what to say or even how to describe what I'm hearing. I'm hopeful that if the jaw-clenching is sorted out the tinnitus might lessen, but not very hopeful. There is a British Tinnitus Association support group that used to meet near me, but they're now virtual and don't have a meeting til the end of the month anyway.
I've searched Tinnitus Talk for suggestions, but there are thousands of posts across hundreds of threads all covering a span of years. I read about multiple potential treatments: Sulodexide+Melatonin; CBD Oil; Neuromodulators; Mouthguards; Muscle-relaxants. But for each one that works for one person doesn't work, or even makes worse, for another.
The Knowledge Base also hasn't been of much use as it was last updated in 2017 with one update. Previous updates include: 2016 - One update; 2015 - Two updates; 2014 - Four updates; 2013 - 105 updates. What happened?
Heart of Matter: In all honesty this is me flailing around looking for something to save me from my problems. Not just the tinnitus, but the depression and anxiety that made me seek medication in the first place. About the only thing I can do that isn't collapsing into a blubbering mess is waiting to collapse into a blubbering mess.
My sleep is wrecked. My diet is a joke. My health is nonexistent. Can somebody please save me?