The thing is if you walk in hospitals with T you think, my life is shit. And then you see people with all kinds of stuff from disfunctioning livers, to dementia, gastro problems, one eye not working anymore.
Life with T is shit. But imagine it can be more shit. Quick and bad.
Think of all the people with hyperacusis which is a major issue. Think of the people who are struggling because of anxiety. I would have T over anxiety as it impacts everything in your body. You cannot eat, you cannot control yourself, afraid to go outside.
I really would live without left pinky if the T would stop. But you cannot choose life.
Instead: have more smiles, have more laughs. have more good weekends. Because life can change in a second.
Since I stopped giving a lot about what people would think of my T life has become better. It is part of me. And if your girlfriend left you, that's a horrible thing. But it's you in the end that has to continue life.
There are people that can listen to the story. Try every day to find them. Either if it's depression or eye pain or tinnitus. Someone is out there that can relate to and listen.