- Feb 20, 2018
- 17
- 28
- Tinnitus Since
- 02/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- single gunshot
Hi all,
I'm a 21 year old musician who has suffered his worst nightmare. One irresponsible slip up after years of having stellar hearing, and my dreams are crushed.
I accidentally set off a shotgun at an indoor shooting range without ear protection on. I'm begging not to be mocked for my stupidity, I really need positive vibes here. I really do know how bad it COULD have been and how dumb of a mistake that is.
My left ear basically took the blast. Everything seems basically fine in my right ear, no ringing, doesn't seem like any fullness, except sometimes at night it will start to "pop" randomly, without any change in hearing or ringing.
The left ear, however, is suffering from tinnitus, hyperacusis and slight hearing loss (-10db around the 4k range, not sure on a 16k scale but definitely some higher frequency lost). I saw 2 ENT's so far. The first was confident that the T and H would get better, and even said the 10db loss in the left ear could close up a bit. He didn't recommend that I wear earplugs in loud places or even recommend that I stay away from loud noises, and it seemed like he was in a rush to see other patients so I saw another ENT who was less confident. He said it may or it may not get better over time, and he told me to take Lipo Flavinoid and also Ginkgo Biloba.
The T seems to get worse if i drink alcohol or smoke. I'm not heavily into either of these things but I have been so incredibly stressed over this. It gets me the most at night time when I feel like I really can't escape it.
I just want some hope that it will eventually get better. I read the stats about soldiers coming home with tinnitus and how many of them recovered after single gunshot trauma etc. but of course I'm still a nervous wreck. I was a nervous wreck before any of this happened - I've been prescribed Xanax for over a year now and it seems like all the things I used to worry about were so damn stupid. I'd take all those things over this. I'm so scared :/
Wednesday will be two weeks. I haven't barely slept or ate. I'm sure that's not helping.
I'm a 21 year old musician who has suffered his worst nightmare. One irresponsible slip up after years of having stellar hearing, and my dreams are crushed.
I accidentally set off a shotgun at an indoor shooting range without ear protection on. I'm begging not to be mocked for my stupidity, I really need positive vibes here. I really do know how bad it COULD have been and how dumb of a mistake that is.
My left ear basically took the blast. Everything seems basically fine in my right ear, no ringing, doesn't seem like any fullness, except sometimes at night it will start to "pop" randomly, without any change in hearing or ringing.
The left ear, however, is suffering from tinnitus, hyperacusis and slight hearing loss (-10db around the 4k range, not sure on a 16k scale but definitely some higher frequency lost). I saw 2 ENT's so far. The first was confident that the T and H would get better, and even said the 10db loss in the left ear could close up a bit. He didn't recommend that I wear earplugs in loud places or even recommend that I stay away from loud noises, and it seemed like he was in a rush to see other patients so I saw another ENT who was less confident. He said it may or it may not get better over time, and he told me to take Lipo Flavinoid and also Ginkgo Biloba.
The T seems to get worse if i drink alcohol or smoke. I'm not heavily into either of these things but I have been so incredibly stressed over this. It gets me the most at night time when I feel like I really can't escape it.
I just want some hope that it will eventually get better. I read the stats about soldiers coming home with tinnitus and how many of them recovered after single gunshot trauma etc. but of course I'm still a nervous wreck. I was a nervous wreck before any of this happened - I've been prescribed Xanax for over a year now and it seems like all the things I used to worry about were so damn stupid. I'd take all those things over this. I'm so scared :/
Wednesday will be two weeks. I haven't barely slept or ate. I'm sure that's not helping.