Hi all,
I've had mild tinnitus for about a decade. I went to a few loud clubs when I was younger, but the first time I noticed it persisting was when I was working in an office wearing headphones with loud music to drown out distracting conversations near me. Until recently it was basically fine - just a mild background irritation when I focused on it.
A few weeks ago, construction works started outside the house I was living in, just a few metres away from me, every weekday from about 7am. Then a *separate* set of construction works started on the other side of the house. These would run throughout the day, and since everything was locked down and I'd just moved to the town I was in and didn't know anyone else there I had no escape. I also tried turning up the white noise generator I'd been using to help me sleep at nights in the hope it would let me sleep in.
Some part of the above concoction seems to have caused the tinnitus to substantially worsen and/or me to start getting anxiety attacks (which I'd never had before) - which is to say I've developed both, but I don't know if one has caused the other or the construction was a direct cause of both. I've also developed what seems to be (from just having encountered the word) hyperacusis. And lastly, one of my ears has started experiencing constant slight sensation somewhere between pain and the feeling of pressure build-up from quick altitude change.
Fortunately a friend in a nearby town had a spare room he was willing to offer, so once I realised the state I was in I moved in with him - but most of the symptoms have remained. The anxiety has even worsened, though seems to come primarily from the unpleasantness of the tinnitus/imagining having to live with it indefinitely.
I went to a doctor yesterday and she couldn't see any inflammation (I'd been hoping the ear sensation pointed to an infection that would clear up). She's referred me to an ENT clinic later today, though she didn't sound very optimistic they'd find anything. I'll see then, in any case. Before that I'd been to a (different) doctor a couple of weeks ago, who'd found too much wax in my ears to investigate properly, and sent me to have them syringed (which I've just seen someone advising against in another thread... doh).
I'm not totally sure what I'm seeking here - I'm lucky enough to have supportive friends and family albeit not nearby - but given that this went from almost 0-60 in just a couple of weeks, and it doesn't seem like my mental state has finished 'evolving', it seemed worth introducing myself on here and just finding out what happens...
So hi! And in the interest of a more balanced introduction, I'm a 40-year-old nerd, typically a software developer though took some time out to study in 2020*, typically an obsessive zouk dancer until 2020 happened**, also into calisthenics, contract bridge and analytic philosophy.
* ** Being effectively unemployed for a year, deprived of my primary hobby and having been to a lot of high volume dance events in the last few years probably have not helped my current state, though I hadn't noticed any serious effects until now.
I've had mild tinnitus for about a decade. I went to a few loud clubs when I was younger, but the first time I noticed it persisting was when I was working in an office wearing headphones with loud music to drown out distracting conversations near me. Until recently it was basically fine - just a mild background irritation when I focused on it.
A few weeks ago, construction works started outside the house I was living in, just a few metres away from me, every weekday from about 7am. Then a *separate* set of construction works started on the other side of the house. These would run throughout the day, and since everything was locked down and I'd just moved to the town I was in and didn't know anyone else there I had no escape. I also tried turning up the white noise generator I'd been using to help me sleep at nights in the hope it would let me sleep in.
Some part of the above concoction seems to have caused the tinnitus to substantially worsen and/or me to start getting anxiety attacks (which I'd never had before) - which is to say I've developed both, but I don't know if one has caused the other or the construction was a direct cause of both. I've also developed what seems to be (from just having encountered the word) hyperacusis. And lastly, one of my ears has started experiencing constant slight sensation somewhere between pain and the feeling of pressure build-up from quick altitude change.
Fortunately a friend in a nearby town had a spare room he was willing to offer, so once I realised the state I was in I moved in with him - but most of the symptoms have remained. The anxiety has even worsened, though seems to come primarily from the unpleasantness of the tinnitus/imagining having to live with it indefinitely.
I went to a doctor yesterday and she couldn't see any inflammation (I'd been hoping the ear sensation pointed to an infection that would clear up). She's referred me to an ENT clinic later today, though she didn't sound very optimistic they'd find anything. I'll see then, in any case. Before that I'd been to a (different) doctor a couple of weeks ago, who'd found too much wax in my ears to investigate properly, and sent me to have them syringed (which I've just seen someone advising against in another thread... doh).
I'm not totally sure what I'm seeking here - I'm lucky enough to have supportive friends and family albeit not nearby - but given that this went from almost 0-60 in just a couple of weeks, and it doesn't seem like my mental state has finished 'evolving', it seemed worth introducing myself on here and just finding out what happens...
So hi! And in the interest of a more balanced introduction, I'm a 40-year-old nerd, typically a software developer though took some time out to study in 2020*, typically an obsessive zouk dancer until 2020 happened**, also into calisthenics, contract bridge and analytic philosophy.
* ** Being effectively unemployed for a year, deprived of my primary hobby and having been to a lot of high volume dance events in the last few years probably have not helped my current state, though I hadn't noticed any serious effects until now.