Hello hello! I'm Beau!
A brief background on me and my tinnitus journey! I've had it for... a long time haha. I remember thinking that everyone just always heard a ringing in their ears instead of absolute silence. I think mine was caused by listening to music too loud when I was a teen but habituated to it pretty easily. I didn't actually hit my first struggle with tinnitus until Sept. '22 when I woke up to my tinnitus being extremely loud to the point where I could hear it over almost anything and everything. It was quite the monster, with no real cause as to how/why it spiked up.
I actually found this forum during that time and it really helped me through the struggle to return to normal (or at least, as normal as one can get with tinnitus!) In about a month or so I was able to re-habituate to my tinnitus and all was right with the world, yay! Until --- a few days ago.
I don't know whether this is sound distortion or reactive tinnitus because I don't really know the difference between the two all that well but now when I have my air purifier on, fan on, running water, etc. I hear a sort of... whistling tone, different then my normal tinnitus sound ring. It only lasts for as long as the sound is going, so for instance the second I turn my fan off --- boom the whistling is gone. It's also really only in my right ear as well.
Unfortunately this puts me in an absolute awful position. Sounds like a fan, rain, waterfall noises, etc. are all things I use to try to help me whenever my normal tinnitus decides to become bothersome especially when I'm trying to sleep. Now I can't do anything to help mask my normal tinnitus without activating this annoying whistling... reactive distortion. I can put up with it for a little bit, especially if I have something to distract me like the TV or music but it's really draining, like it's taking a lot of energy to just put up with it before eventually I have to just turn everything off that irritates me (which is not good as I need my air purifier on for health reasons)
I only really have one thing I can think of that *might* have set this new issue off, someone was using the garbage disposal in the kitchen sink, and something must have gotten stuck or something because it made the loudest noise I've ever heard. I wasn't in the room when it happened but I could hear the vibrations all the way through my body up through my ears from the bass of it. I can't prove this is what caused it but heyho, just some food for thought.
If anyone out there might be able to lend some advice as to what I might be able to do to help habituate to this new sound that would be great! Or even better if anyone knows if something like this might just... go away? That would be even better Either way, thank you for reading & I am excited to officially become a part of this community!
A brief background on me and my tinnitus journey! I've had it for... a long time haha. I remember thinking that everyone just always heard a ringing in their ears instead of absolute silence. I think mine was caused by listening to music too loud when I was a teen but habituated to it pretty easily. I didn't actually hit my first struggle with tinnitus until Sept. '22 when I woke up to my tinnitus being extremely loud to the point where I could hear it over almost anything and everything. It was quite the monster, with no real cause as to how/why it spiked up.
I actually found this forum during that time and it really helped me through the struggle to return to normal (or at least, as normal as one can get with tinnitus!) In about a month or so I was able to re-habituate to my tinnitus and all was right with the world, yay! Until --- a few days ago.
I don't know whether this is sound distortion or reactive tinnitus because I don't really know the difference between the two all that well but now when I have my air purifier on, fan on, running water, etc. I hear a sort of... whistling tone, different then my normal tinnitus sound ring. It only lasts for as long as the sound is going, so for instance the second I turn my fan off --- boom the whistling is gone. It's also really only in my right ear as well.
Unfortunately this puts me in an absolute awful position. Sounds like a fan, rain, waterfall noises, etc. are all things I use to try to help me whenever my normal tinnitus decides to become bothersome especially when I'm trying to sleep. Now I can't do anything to help mask my normal tinnitus without activating this annoying whistling... reactive distortion. I can put up with it for a little bit, especially if I have something to distract me like the TV or music but it's really draining, like it's taking a lot of energy to just put up with it before eventually I have to just turn everything off that irritates me (which is not good as I need my air purifier on for health reasons)
I only really have one thing I can think of that *might* have set this new issue off, someone was using the garbage disposal in the kitchen sink, and something must have gotten stuck or something because it made the loudest noise I've ever heard. I wasn't in the room when it happened but I could hear the vibrations all the way through my body up through my ears from the bass of it. I can't prove this is what caused it but heyho, just some food for thought.
If anyone out there might be able to lend some advice as to what I might be able to do to help habituate to this new sound that would be great! Or even better if anyone knows if something like this might just... go away? That would be even better Either way, thank you for reading & I am excited to officially become a part of this community!