@Greg Sacramento, it looks like you are picking me up on my confusion over the act of accepting what is in the present moment. Yes - that's my expression. In fact, that is how I react to most things, as the little cogs in my head start turning and I try to grasp the meaning of life. I find people most confusing of all. Suffering, inequity; that's just part of life. But we might find something to aid us in our experiences and trials in life if we reflect upon them.
I just went to see a healer here in France. She received a message from a friend during our session and she then asked to call her. Turns out the friend is a medium. Whilst driving, many miles away her friend proceeded to tell her and me all about me. She was scarily accurate about a number of things. Her friend suspected I am "HP" (I guess high IQ in English). Apparently there is high intelligence IQ and high emotional IQ and you can test for both. Everyone has told me that I am fine physically, even though I have ME/CFS and the tinnitus on top. I do not know how tinnitus interweaves with that. But apparently these "HPs" suffer because they see the world in a different way. We shall see.
Back to your question, funnily enough, Cast Away in one film I have not seen but that I have always been interested in seeing. I glossed over your remarks about the ending because of that, though some of what you wrote appears to describe principles of quantum physics if I'm not mistaken. I think I might find that film...
@DaveFromChicago, nice quote. Victor Frankl's story and his resilience in the face of unfathomable suffering in the Holocaust is truly inspiring. I believe he also deduced, through his suffering, that the meaning of life is to be found in love and in productive work. That works for me.
@IntotheBlue03,
@DaveFromChicago is known as the site's walking dictionary, as he appears to have swallowed one. Generally cynical by nature, he exudes surprising positivity and strength in that post and has clearly endured much suffering on his own journey.
I think that certain frequencies do irritate the ear. I used to have some sound reactivity to flowing water from a sink or the shower and the noise of a hair dryer and fan. I think that is mostly gone, but when I listen to white noise I do sometimes feel a little irritated by it. I guess that it matches the frequencies at which we have some problems. From a hyperacusis angle, I think we need to get used to these noises again and it might be a good idea to reintroduce them slowly.
Hopefully your TRT person can help you with this. It is great that you are seeing someone for CBT and TRT. I really hopes it helps you. I am sort of doing CBT, but my focus is on everything else, in the hope that dealing with that stuff will, ultimately, help with the tinnitus. Oh, and the cold may well have had an effect on your ears. If/when you are better, see how you are then.