Spot on Michael.
As you know - I had a lifelong professional career in jazz - I loved my life - I lived to create music.
But if the chips represent the rest of one's life - then one has to reluctantly walk away, I feel.
I occasionally replay my videos, LPs, CDs, to remind myself of my achievements.
Thank you for your comments @Jazzer
Alas, I cannot play an instrument but if I could the cello would be my choice. I really appreciate listening to some of the wonderful classical and Jazz recordings that I have on CD, Vinyl and via computer hard-disc streamed through my Digital to Analogue Network player and output to a Valve amplifier and speakers. As you may know, I am an Audiophile, and I strive to hear the highest quality of music reproduced through my audio system. Thank goodness tinnitus hasn't stopped me from enjoying that.
I am sorry to know that you are unable to play your trombone, but pleased you are still able to enjoy listening to some of the wonderful music that you created. I believe music is medicine to the soul. If you get some comfort replying your videos, LPs and CDs, long may this continue.
Take care
Michael