I am so sorry to hear that, in addition to this awful symptom, you also had to deal with that condition! I did some research over it, and the set of symptoms preset as particularly annoying. Fortunate to see that it will not leave any lasting damage to your eyes. I hope you are doing well in that respect. You may be able to reformulate some of the strategies you have used there with this symptom as well, at least until it goes away!
I do think it is important to go back and review how you used to be in the past, as you have done with your participation on this other board. It does provide me some relief to hear about how many others were absolutely losing it in the early stages yet ultimately did manage to figure out a way out of the hole. It's hard, as I'm sure you know, to envision a point of normalcy when you're currently under distress. I am very prone to catastrophizing, and while I've had similar instances of depression and worry before, I have never had anything that had constant physical symptoms such as this.
CBD oil is something I was very interested in trying, but after doing my research and looking at the prices, keeping a constant regimen is likely too expensive for me to attempt with no guarantee of benefit. I am still looking into alternatives, and right now I am trying valerian oil extract. It did nothing for me after two servings yesterday, but that day was already going poorly at that point. Perhaps this is also something that needs to build up over time? Who knows. You don't really know anything for certain when it comes to supplements and herbals.
I do encourage you to share your experiences, positive, negative, or neutral with CBD oil in
this general thread. Considering the medical industry is not working overtime on research trying to figure out what may or may not help people, the best that can be done is have a community like this report their own results.
I am not too surprised by the story you mentioned with your aunt. In fact, I've spoken with my grandmother, and she apparently has some degree of it as well. Never mentioned it once before. Then again, she also has hearing loss. I guess stuff like that doesn't bother her all too much. I truly respect the strength of your aunts, and given what you've had to deal with in terms of your Blepharitis, you are obviously strong in that respect as well.
I appreciate your compliments tremendously. I have always enjoyed writing, actually, and it's a shame that I haven't been able to write much of anything at all besides posts here on the forum over the past few weeks. I am hoping that Spring ends up being a season of new beginnings and radical improvements in my life, especially since that is when I will finally graduate from university. I am honestly wondering too if I have some seasonal depression flaring up right now, as I tend to feel pretty low around these times regardless, and some of the worst parts of my life have transpired around this time as well. I hope in the very, very near future to be able to share the same optimism you and others have conveyed to me regarding my ability to overcome this ordeal.
I also apologize if my posts get a bit too long or rambling. I have a lot to say, and not very many people to say these things to. Please do stop me if I go a bit overboard.