- Jun 2, 2022
- 494
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/2022
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Gradual hearing loss + a huge amount of stress
Hey @Flowergirl, yeah, I have what I consider an unusual type of tinnitus in my right ear only (I do have mild reactivity in both ears, but it's minimal). I get anywhere for a 0/10 to a 7/10 on any given day. What I hear is established while I sleep. Whatever I wake up to is what I get for that day, like my head rolls some dice in my sleep. So some days it's a loud hiss or squeal (like I can hear it even when I shower), and some days it's so low I have to go to a quiet room to hear it (I've had a couple of days where it was like gone-gone). When it's a 0/10, I ironically have a hard time falling asleep because I worry I'm likely to have noise when I wake up.@Joe Cuber, silence? Omg. That's phenomenal. Awesome. I can't figure that out for me. Sometimes it's louder after I fall back asleep. I have silence for 2 seconds when I wake up. Sometimes the tinnitus seems to be all across my head & sometimes only one side.
Since you hear silence when you first wake up, I wanted to tell you something that I've happened upon. I've been able to do this like 6 times now. On my 7/10 days, I get fatigued towards the evening--so tired of hearing my tinnitus it all day. So, I lay down in bed in the fetal position on my side, listening to nature sounds to mask my tinnitus, and just tell myself to rest but not sleep. Often I'm just surfing on my phone while I do this. After about 20 minutes, I get really tired but I force myself to stay awake and I get into this really zen, meditative state. Feels otherworldly and euphoric, and I feel like I'm floating. Anyway, when I'm in this state, my tinnitus evaporates, just like when waking up to silence. I can stay in this state for about an hour before the shoulder I'm laying on starts to feel uncomfortable and I have to get up. My tinnitus returns about 20 minutes after I get up. I can't always get myself into this state, but it's really nice when I'm able to. Have you tried any form of meditation? I wonder if you tried this, would you experience the same thing.