- Jul 4, 2019
- 233
- Tinnitus Since
- 08/2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud Noise Exposure
Hey guys. I've had tinnitus for around three years now. I got it after loud noise exposure at a party right before I started college, but I was lucky enough that after my onset, my tinnitus faded to the background(after about a month and a half), to the point where I often forgot it existed. I was still careful around loud noises, but I had some slip ups along the road, causing a couple spikes here and there that faded away again after usually one or two weeks.
I had a recent spike about two weeks ago. I was in my friend's car when she blasted her music, and I quickly turned it down but the damage was done. That night my tinnitus had spiked, but it wasn't bad enough to affect my daily life. I was confident it would fade.
However, three days later as I was walking to my car after the gym, someone accidentally set off their car alarm as I was walking past the hood of their car. The sound shocked me so much I jumped. I quickly plugged my ears, however upon getting home I knew that my right ear felt kind of funky, as it was the one closest to the vehicle.
It's been over two weeks now, and my ear ringing is the loudest it's ever been, specifically in my right ear. Even during the onset of my tinnitus, I have never felt this hopeless. Unlike my previous bouts with tinnitus, this spike has affected my ability to perform daily functions. I lay in bed all day praying the spike will fade but it seems that everyday it gets louder. I am a shell of my former self. My 21st birthday was a couple days ago, and I spent it in bed crying. I'm trying to be strong but I am unable to sleep, eat, or even think.
I am worried that this spike may be permanent, especially considering that my right ear is so much worse than my left.
Although I have frequently been a spectator on this forum, this is the first time I have posted. I am so desperate to feel happy again, but I am worried that this spike will never fade.
I would appreciate any advice. Thanks so much guys.
I had a recent spike about two weeks ago. I was in my friend's car when she blasted her music, and I quickly turned it down but the damage was done. That night my tinnitus had spiked, but it wasn't bad enough to affect my daily life. I was confident it would fade.
However, three days later as I was walking to my car after the gym, someone accidentally set off their car alarm as I was walking past the hood of their car. The sound shocked me so much I jumped. I quickly plugged my ears, however upon getting home I knew that my right ear felt kind of funky, as it was the one closest to the vehicle.
It's been over two weeks now, and my ear ringing is the loudest it's ever been, specifically in my right ear. Even during the onset of my tinnitus, I have never felt this hopeless. Unlike my previous bouts with tinnitus, this spike has affected my ability to perform daily functions. I lay in bed all day praying the spike will fade but it seems that everyday it gets louder. I am a shell of my former self. My 21st birthday was a couple days ago, and I spent it in bed crying. I'm trying to be strong but I am unable to sleep, eat, or even think.
I am worried that this spike may be permanent, especially considering that my right ear is so much worse than my left.
Although I have frequently been a spectator on this forum, this is the first time I have posted. I am so desperate to feel happy again, but I am worried that this spike will never fade.
I would appreciate any advice. Thanks so much guys.