@Natalie Roberts ... Just to add a little more here regarding your:
I'm not sure if I have hyperacusis with my T or if it's just reactive T. How do I know the difference?
A lot of this is covered in my posts in this thread as it gets a bit "complex" to figure it out. Maybe go over those four descriptions in post # 27 again and you will see the differences in what I have managed to figure out/discern are the differences in T, and H, and T + H.
However, before a kind of summary for you specifically, I want to get a little 'pedantic' about the reference to "Reactive Tinnitus"...Reason being, that some time back, Nagler created a whole Broadway drama production based on this choice of words, as he reported that
he got "reactive tinnitus" from eating Thai food, every time. But, because he was such a superhero (or whatever) he absolutely refused to let that stop him not living life to the full with tinnitus and enjoying Thai food...Code for this, from my interpretation, was: "Reactive T is no big deal...get over it!"
Well, I agree if:
1. One has a
choice in the matter in relation to 'getting' a reaction.
2. Said reaction
goes back down as you poop out the Thai food, and it is thus TEMPORARY...and consistently so.
This becomes a whole different ball of wax if such 'reactive increases' say, did
not go down, and T volume increased
permanently with every 'event'. I would postulate that seeing Thai restaurants may even cause some phobia, or angst, and trips to Thailand would be in the: "Never!" category.
OK, so most of us here consider "Reactive T" to be from exposure to sound that triggers more or increased T, be it short lived (once removed from the sound, or after a good nights' sleep, or whatever)...or permanent. And I assure you that "permanent" increases in T are possible. *[Just look at my Profile/Information tab].
So...to avoid theater productions over semantics, I adopted the more accurate term "SR-T" = "Sound Reactive Tinnitus" to describe jumps in T volume ascribed to
sound. Increases in T from Thai food; coffee; MSG; chocolate; sex; etc., etc., etc. do
not count as "SRT".
Hence what you are inquiring about in your situation is "SRT".....Fair enough???
From your description it sounds like you have somewhat sensitized "SRT" and maybe some H along with it. (Read those earlier breakdowns in post # 27). Your T volume goes up when you are in certain sound environments...thus QED, proves the SRT equation.
My suggestion is: Don't push it! You could end up with permanently louder T. It
is possible, though fortunately not the norm.
With regard to H...I have described somewhere much better than I am going to do now (I have too many past posts on all this and can't find it), what "H feels like" versus SRT.
For me...it is akin to a kind of "bruising" feeling inside the ear area 'somewhere in there'. A sort of dull, aching, semi-nerve-ouch-ugggghh-uncomfortable feeling trauma vibe. The "discomfort" is not like a sharp pain for me. Not like sticking a knife point into my arm. It's more like getting punched in the gut with the after-bruise sensation, as against the in initial "punch-ouch!" part.
There is a strong correlation with an almost intuitive sense of:
ALERT! ALERT! Damage is happening, or may start to happen!!!...But, and this is a very cruel "But"...This H damage can happen to me without this 'alert', or even knowing it is happening - if my consciousness was elsewhere (involved in the conversation or sound medium) or it was just too darn subtle to pick up at the time as "Volume" was not loud enough to warn of it. The damage to the H came, as I have previously stated,...from "Exposure Time Accumulation" to the sound source.
And yes, permanent damage. (See 2102 and 2015). Permanent and long lasting loss of prior sound threshold tolerances.
Indeed, like I explained above, this H damage need not be permanent...but what if it is???!!! How will you know until after the fact...Then let me tell you the: "If only I had not...." remorse is a killer.
My advice, is be careful. Go slow. There is NO RUSH when there is potential to lose YEARS of very painfully gained ground, or future loss, of that final yardstick with all with this T/H stuff...Quality of Life.
Take care, Zimichael