I just got back from yet another endless trip to the dentist. I must have chipped a filling, except he said two were chipped and needed to be repaired. I could only handle getting one fixed. There was a lot of drilling, way in the back, where the bone transmission to the ear is intense.
They already know I have severe suicidal tinnitus and try to be as minimal as possible. But now that I have taken my bedtime sedative and laid down, it is immediately obvious that things are much worse.
For situations like this, I have a tiny amount of morphine from a very old prescription. I just took half a tablet (2.5 mg). I have been down to 0.25 mg of Clonazepam, but I took an extra 1.5 mg along with an extra 50 mg of Seroquel. If that does not work within another hour, which I doubt it will, I will take maybe 3.75 mg of Imovane. Anything just to get to sleep.
When I am asleep, I do not hear anything. If I cannot sleep, it spirals. And I am just so frustrated, like, it is bad enough dealing with what I already have, so why do my teeth have to be crummy too?
They already know I have severe suicidal tinnitus and try to be as minimal as possible. But now that I have taken my bedtime sedative and laid down, it is immediately obvious that things are much worse.
For situations like this, I have a tiny amount of morphine from a very old prescription. I just took half a tablet (2.5 mg). I have been down to 0.25 mg of Clonazepam, but I took an extra 1.5 mg along with an extra 50 mg of Seroquel. If that does not work within another hour, which I doubt it will, I will take maybe 3.75 mg of Imovane. Anything just to get to sleep.
When I am asleep, I do not hear anything. If I cannot sleep, it spirals. And I am just so frustrated, like, it is bad enough dealing with what I already have, so why do my teeth have to be crummy too?