I've noticed that my tone changes in different environments.
For example if I am in my car with the engine off its a ring, then i start driving and its a ring that goes in and out.
When i walk into a quiet room a high pitched ring takes over. I am going crazy. This has been going on since and ear micro suctioning on Tuesday and and I am in the 7 stages of death. I am most pissed at myself for having an ENT suction my ears out even though I had this done before with out any problems. I was having a bad spike thinking that it was my sinuses and thats why I went in. I may have developed H as well. I notice that I am more sensitive to noise and the volume on certain things have increased but I do not know if that is because I am able to just hear now with no earwax blocking my ear drum. I know I keep on posting similar things but I having a extremely difficult time right now with this. It has affected all aspects of my life including the being a dad. I have not smiled in 5 days.
I actually lost 10 lbs. I have never taken any sort of anti anxiety meds before but took my first clozapam the other day which did not really do anything. I am totally defeated.
Once again I am sorry for these continuous rants but I dont have anyone that I can talk to about this and the people who I do are like"that sucks man" and dont really understand what its like. I would just like to be at baseline again.
I know that my ears are hyperactive from the cleaning but I am trying to wrap my head around if the suction did anymore permanent damage.
For example if I am in my car with the engine off its a ring, then i start driving and its a ring that goes in and out.
When i walk into a quiet room a high pitched ring takes over. I am going crazy. This has been going on since and ear micro suctioning on Tuesday and and I am in the 7 stages of death. I am most pissed at myself for having an ENT suction my ears out even though I had this done before with out any problems. I was having a bad spike thinking that it was my sinuses and thats why I went in. I may have developed H as well. I notice that I am more sensitive to noise and the volume on certain things have increased but I do not know if that is because I am able to just hear now with no earwax blocking my ear drum. I know I keep on posting similar things but I having a extremely difficult time right now with this. It has affected all aspects of my life including the being a dad. I have not smiled in 5 days.
I actually lost 10 lbs. I have never taken any sort of anti anxiety meds before but took my first clozapam the other day which did not really do anything. I am totally defeated.
Once again I am sorry for these continuous rants but I dont have anyone that I can talk to about this and the people who I do are like"that sucks man" and dont really understand what its like. I would just like to be at baseline again.
I know that my ears are hyperactive from the cleaning but I am trying to wrap my head around if the suction did anymore permanent damage.
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