Thank you for asking. I do appreciate your kindness.
I'm now up to 25 mg / day, no side effects at all now. It makes me feel brave enough to want to jump all the way up to 50 mg tomorrow, but I'm trying to resist that impulse. After two nights, I discontinued the antihypertensive that my doctor put me on. There has to be some kind of BP med that doesn't cause my tinnitus to spike. So that last spike has settled. My GP seems to think I am a heart attack or stroke waiting to happen. But I've had untreated hypertension for 2 or 3 years, touch wood. I am now taking 3 beta blocker pills per day, to counteract the caffeine. I drink 2 or 3 espressos a day, and if I'd only give up coffee, I wouldn't have hypertension.
But I love wine and I love coffee. So no, I will not give them up. I have already given up music, because I can't listen at any level without pain and a three-day long spike. I tried again last night, with the music down as low as it would go, and I turned it right off again.
The Naltrexone has made it so that I now take two hours to slowly nurse a 1/3 full glass of Malbec. I almost could not finish it. This is not normal for me. I guess that means I am de facto giving up wine, like it or not.
I am not really in as grumpy a mood as it seems. I am hopeful. I'm still able to keep a job and still drawing pictures, which gives me something creative to do and I love it. I dream of being able to make music again. I was a songwriter and singer, before.
-Geoff