- Feb 14, 2024
- 2
- Tinnitus Since
- 2000 (mild), 2024 (strong)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud music?
Hello, tinnitus sufferers. I'm going crazy with anxiety at the moment, and I'd appreciate any input on my situation. Can anyone relate to this experience?
I'm 38 years old and living in the Netherlands. For the last 2.5 weeks, I've had some new tinnitus that is making life a nightmare. I've always had some high-pitched ringing since being a teen (and blasting music on my Discman in the back of the car). However, this is something new.
It started after an evening at a loud bar with no ear protection. I was there for about an hour and a half; it was pretty noisy but not deafening (we were still sitting around talking, raised voices, but we didn't need to shout at each other to be heard).
Since then, I have had a very loud throbbing low-frequency hum in my right ear only. It's incredibly disturbing - it sounds like the neighbor next door is playing bassy music or a car idling. The weird part is that at the start of each day, when I wake up, it is completely gone. I have a few hours of blissful quiet until about mid-afternoon when it starts to appear slowly. By about 7 PM, it's a full-on throbbing hum. Honestly, it feels like the room is shaking or my head is vibrating.
The next weird thing I've encountered is this: I mentioned the hum is not there in the morning. However, after I wake up, I have these strange distortions in my OTHER ear… I can have my left ear on the pillow of my bed and listen to the traffic outside with my right ear, and I can hear a distorted mirror image in my left ear despite it being muffled. When I get up and walk around, it's so disorienting; it's like any sound in the room has a strange crunchy quality on the left side.
Throughout the day, I also have a 'full' feeling in my ears, and I get a mild headache, which is more pronounced with loud noise.
I'm super stressed about this. It doesn't make sense to me to have got such severe tinnitus from being at a moderately loud bar for less than 2 hours. But with each day that goes past, I'm starting to freak out more and more that it's permanent. My doctor looked in my ear and even removed a bit of earwax with irrigation, but it didn't help. Now, I'm seeing an ENT doctor, but not for a couple of weeks; in the meantime, I feel like I'm going to go crazy, feeling like I've permanently damaged my ears.
Can anyone relate to this at all? I find it so maddening; if I have hearing damage-induced tinnitus, it's odd that the hum could disappear for the first half of the day. I think the hairs in the cochlea getting knocked over permanently triggers that frequency to fire. I'd be grateful if anyone has any input; thanks for reading.
I'm 38 years old and living in the Netherlands. For the last 2.5 weeks, I've had some new tinnitus that is making life a nightmare. I've always had some high-pitched ringing since being a teen (and blasting music on my Discman in the back of the car). However, this is something new.
It started after an evening at a loud bar with no ear protection. I was there for about an hour and a half; it was pretty noisy but not deafening (we were still sitting around talking, raised voices, but we didn't need to shout at each other to be heard).
Since then, I have had a very loud throbbing low-frequency hum in my right ear only. It's incredibly disturbing - it sounds like the neighbor next door is playing bassy music or a car idling. The weird part is that at the start of each day, when I wake up, it is completely gone. I have a few hours of blissful quiet until about mid-afternoon when it starts to appear slowly. By about 7 PM, it's a full-on throbbing hum. Honestly, it feels like the room is shaking or my head is vibrating.
The next weird thing I've encountered is this: I mentioned the hum is not there in the morning. However, after I wake up, I have these strange distortions in my OTHER ear… I can have my left ear on the pillow of my bed and listen to the traffic outside with my right ear, and I can hear a distorted mirror image in my left ear despite it being muffled. When I get up and walk around, it's so disorienting; it's like any sound in the room has a strange crunchy quality on the left side.
Throughout the day, I also have a 'full' feeling in my ears, and I get a mild headache, which is more pronounced with loud noise.
I'm super stressed about this. It doesn't make sense to me to have got such severe tinnitus from being at a moderately loud bar for less than 2 hours. But with each day that goes past, I'm starting to freak out more and more that it's permanent. My doctor looked in my ear and even removed a bit of earwax with irrigation, but it didn't help. Now, I'm seeing an ENT doctor, but not for a couple of weeks; in the meantime, I feel like I'm going to go crazy, feeling like I've permanently damaged my ears.
Can anyone relate to this at all? I find it so maddening; if I have hearing damage-induced tinnitus, it's odd that the hum could disappear for the first half of the day. I think the hairs in the cochlea getting knocked over permanently triggers that frequency to fire. I'd be grateful if anyone has any input; thanks for reading.