Today was an awful tinnitus day. I though about it, and how there's a good chance I won't have it as loud for much longer because of research, but there's also a good chance that nothing happens.
After today I realized that there's is no chance I will live past 2020 if my tinnitus doesn't get better. Today I finally made my strongest kind of promise about you tinnitus. A promise so strong that I've never broken it and oven made it only three times my entire life. I've promised that no matter what, if my tinnitus remains unimproved by January 1st, 2021, then it's going to be my last day. I've be genuinely tried to make it better, and I'm doing everything in my power to make my tinnitus better, but I'm scared that I may only have 2 years left. When you realize how short life can be, it really sucks. I sincerely hope everything's goes well