I have T&H for a 5 years, last 3 wearing plugs all the time and month ago I finally found peace and strength to lessen my protection gradually and engage life again cause my anxiety almost ruined everything for me.
So last night I went to a bar/club. I set behind speaker, maybe half a meter, cause there was no other space not fronting one. Levels were around 85-90 dB and since I was wearing earplugs, it was ok. I thought I'd stay like a hour or so, it was a charity event so I wanted to come.
But then suddenly, there was a very loud steady high pitch tone form a speakers that left everyone looking terrified. I was shocked, figured there is no time to pull my earmuffs from a bag so I headed on the balcony. Once I was out it stopped (ofc). Soon more people came out saying what the f?.. was that loud sound? To me it sounded like someone was blowing sheer whistle at the mic or put a dentist drill on mic. (sorry for the idea)
So the problem is, it wasn't oscillating sound but steady for like 10 sec. I was near the speaker although behind it. I didn't have my plugs heavy in cause I was working on my socialization, and it was loud. Everyone said it was loud, so it must have been 110 dB and with unpleasant - so high pitch was steady attacking cells. When you have alarms you at least have ups and downs, this was constant.
What now?
I am working today and trying not to think about it but. My ears hurt. Like they haven't in years. My T spiked, ofc. My anxiety is causing me to jump at all sounds and even my jaw hurts. What to do? I took NAC. I'm trying to stay okay. I am scared so much, regretting this event. I have only like 2 times been exposed to such loud and high pitched sounds, so this was really something! To welcome me into bar life! I guess some ignorant DJ pulled out the plug on input causing us to hear nothing or some other input that was not meant to be broadcasted on speakers.
I am devastated.. and don't know what to think, what to do..
So last night I went to a bar/club. I set behind speaker, maybe half a meter, cause there was no other space not fronting one. Levels were around 85-90 dB and since I was wearing earplugs, it was ok. I thought I'd stay like a hour or so, it was a charity event so I wanted to come.
But then suddenly, there was a very loud steady high pitch tone form a speakers that left everyone looking terrified. I was shocked, figured there is no time to pull my earmuffs from a bag so I headed on the balcony. Once I was out it stopped (ofc). Soon more people came out saying what the f?.. was that loud sound? To me it sounded like someone was blowing sheer whistle at the mic or put a dentist drill on mic. (sorry for the idea)
So the problem is, it wasn't oscillating sound but steady for like 10 sec. I was near the speaker although behind it. I didn't have my plugs heavy in cause I was working on my socialization, and it was loud. Everyone said it was loud, so it must have been 110 dB and with unpleasant - so high pitch was steady attacking cells. When you have alarms you at least have ups and downs, this was constant.
What now?
I am working today and trying not to think about it but. My ears hurt. Like they haven't in years. My T spiked, ofc. My anxiety is causing me to jump at all sounds and even my jaw hurts. What to do? I took NAC. I'm trying to stay okay. I am scared so much, regretting this event. I have only like 2 times been exposed to such loud and high pitched sounds, so this was really something! To welcome me into bar life! I guess some ignorant DJ pulled out the plug on input causing us to hear nothing or some other input that was not meant to be broadcasted on speakers.
I am devastated.. and don't know what to think, what to do..