Kinda wish we could just block out tinnitus as we do other sounds on in the background.
Many do. That's pretty much what habituation is all about.
But masking isn't a part of it - so I digress.
Dr. Stephen Nagler
I'm in that stage now....block the hell out of my T..... now I do nothing and do not hear it ....but when I focus on it , it 's party time in my ears. If I hear it though....I just do not care anymore....
Weird how habitation works and how sceptical I was regarding habituation...
but it's true.... you just do not care anymore.....the more you focus the more you busy with it...the longer it takes.
i have screeching. I know what thats like. So masking is supposed to be tolerable compared to tinnitus? I dont agree.Tolerable noise (masking) vs. screeching (tinnitus) that some of us hear.
I see your point and ENT also said to me earlier this year that we see tinnitus as a threat and irritation so we concentrate on it a lot more. So anything to block or mask it is helpful or heaven lol. He also said when a fan is on we block that out easy as its not a threat in our minds. Kinda wish we could just block out tinnitus as we do other sounds on in the background.
whats the difference between habituation and being forced to grit your teeth and accept that you will never hear silence again?Skeptics abound. Hell, I was skeptical at first. The difference is that (unlike many other skeptics) I wasn't all over the Internet knocking it.
Dr. Stephen Nagler
Unfortunately that option isn't there. Everyone would choose a complete cure but we have to make do with the options that are presently on the table.can you genuinely say that if you were given the opportunity to experience internal silence again, you would still choose habituation?
Yeah I do wonder why I listen to other sounds over my tinnitus. If I didn't I freak and think I'm deaf, I have bad anxiety.but any noise becomes annoying after it goes on for long enough. at least to me it does. There is no music or sound which i would like to listen to permanently. I used to love silence. Nothing can bring that back. I also used to enjoy music. How am I going to enjoy music now with these noises on top of it? Its ruined.
whether the option is there or not doesnt matter. My question is hypothetical.Unfortunately that option isn't there. Everyone would choose a complete cure but we have to make do with the options that are presently on the table.
whats the difference between habituation and being forced to grit your teeth and accept that you will never hear silence again?
That's why there are things like Tinnitus Handicap Inventory.We need to be able to quantify the amount of relief which is provided by a given therapy. Otherwise how can we say if it is adequate relief?
I experience silence in my fluctuating cycles. Like now. Totally non-tinnitus. However, the anxiety and the rebound of T that will happen, at very high frequency and volume is horrific. I asked Dr. Hubbard about my fluctuating T and he said its harder to habituate to.can you genuinely say that if you were given the opportunity to experience internal silence again, you would still choose habituation? really? If you would choose true silence instead of habituation, what does that tell us about the efficacy of habituation? It tells us that we might be downplaying the significance of our tinnitus.
Don't agree with what? That's why people do it. Period. Why else would they do doing it? For fun?i have screeching. I know what thats like. So masking is supposed to be tolerable compared to tinnitus? I dont agree.
I would give up my house for a couple silent days a month. Hell I would take louder T in exchange for a silence for one weekend a month. If I could get a couple of days to not be paralyzed by this noise I could get thing done and step back and think like a normal human being.I wouldn't sleep for the quiet days I would be so happy.I experience silence in my fluctuating cycles. Like now. Totally non-tinnitus. However, the anxiety and the rebound of T that will happen, at very high frequency and volume is horrific. I asked Dr. Hubbard about my fluctuating T and he said its harder to habituate to.
That is probably true since I don't experiecne T every day, but my hopes of habituating to 11k very loud T took another turn into paralizing anxiety. Thats what throws me as much as the T. Like knowing you will relive a car crash every few days. No matter how I block it out in my mind I am haunted by knowing it will return and my inability at this point to habituate. Well, maybe I have made some progress, but it seems like it will be protracted due to the fluctuations and ongoing anxiety.
I just don't want to be crippled by the sound, the anxiety and the depression which throws me down every day.
And thats how I feel, crippled.
Can I habituate to the anxiety and fear and the sound? Its so much more complex it seems.
I can ponder this in a quiet day as my anxiety diminished with meds.
On a bad day, I would be here looking for mercy.
not for fun. But out of a lack of other choices and desperationDon't agree with what? That's why people do it. Period. Why else would they do doing it? For fun?
not for fun. But out of a lack of other choices and desperation
There are only a few options available. We cant expect all of us to be successfully treated by one of those. Thats what brings us to forums like this. Its not as if we havent heard of masking or TRT. Its just that, it wont do. So in the end many of us may end up being forced to accept whatever is available even if in all honesty we know that its not really the answer. Those same people may even go on to recommend their therapy to others.Yes i agree it's a terrible option
Well you can treat the anxiety and depression so I'm sure you will be fine at least half the time once you get that looked after .@Telis
I Understand your position and I am grateful for the quiet times. It's hard to describe what I go through. Just like it's hard for people without T to understand what it's like.
You know the toll it takes and so do I.
But make no mistake, my thoughts are more scrambled with the anxiety and depression. Especially on clear days. It's hard to convey. It's like reliving the onset of T over and over. I don't know what to say. It's hell no matter how you live it.
Yeah but these treatments do work for most people. I think trt claims 80 percent. The other 20 must just be doing it wrong....right!? Maybe bad patients?There are only a few options available. We cant expect all of us to be successfully treated by one of those. Thats what brings us to forums like this. Its not as if we havent heard of masking or TRT. Its just that, it wont do. So in the end many of us may end up being forced to accept whatever is available even if in all honesty we know that its not really the answer. Those same people may even go on to recommend their therapy to others.
This is why we need objective data.