Hey man, welcome!
We feel like shit!
For me I've realised it can only get worse...
Hello! I feel like shit too this is a fun club
I'll throw my two cents in here just to maybe get some insight for you all: I've had bilateral "brain" tinnitus for as long as I can remember. Got punched in the head by my brother when we were children just messing around. At first, I remember having such a hard time sleeping when I was a kid. As a child you really aren't aware of the world around you so I just assumed everyone had this "Eeeeeee" in the back of their head.
After attending many festivals and concerts (using hearing protection) I can honestly say mine tended not to spike or permanently increase in volume. I attended a wedding about 4 years ago with my ex and my right ear tinnitus spiked and developed into a new tone in my right ear. That's when I was introduced to Tinnitus Talk.
After freaking myself out for 2-3 months post spike, I gave in, stopped reading this forum, and went on with my life with mild-moderate tinnitus. The past 4 years after the event (with plenty of concerts and loud environments), my tinnitus still seemed not to bother me one bit. I know it's said 1000000x over, but it truly is possible to live a very fun and fulfilling life if you have mild to moderate tinnitus. Hell I'd even say if you have a strong mind (I do not), you can come to terms with your severe tinnitus.
However, this leads me to where I am today. I have not thought about my tinnitus for years leading up to the past 3 weeks. Then, I started noticing a new tone in my right ear, and chalked it up to wearing headphones most days at work and tried to ignore it. Well, come Memorial Day weekend, I was in total shambles. My ear hurt, my friends' voices sounded loud and unbearable, my own voice was getting on my nerves. So, I decided not to ignore it any longer and went to urgent care. Turns out I had a very bad middle ear infection and was given a strong round of Augmentin.
After a round of antibiotics, and an uneventful ENT visit, I am left with reactive tinnitus/mild hyperacusis in my right ear. Faucets, tearing paper towels, people's voices to some extent, keys jingling, and other "sharp" noises seem to really trigger and spike my tinnitus in my right ear until the stimulation is gone. Sometimes even scratching that side of my head spikes my tinnitus in that ear. This has been incredibly unnerving and has really thrown my life upside down. I'm really at my wits' end here trying to just do normal things now that the US has eased restrictions, but now I feel like I'm going to need to isolate again for another year for something completely unrelated to COVID-19.
Not sure of any stories on here of people successfully getting over their reactive tinnitus/mild hyperacusis but I could really use some encouragement