Hello everyone,
I just had a very bad day. Tinnitus Talk is the only place where I can people who are able to relate. I initially had my tinnitus on my left ear since September 2018. Those first few months were the darkest time in my life. I tried many things that I can possibly find (ENT doctor, supplements, acupuncture, etc.). It wasn't until early 2019 that I finally accepted the fact that I had tinnitus and began getting used to it. I listened to white noise every night and during daytime I also used noise to help me focus on my study. I considered that as my new normal and talked myself into living with that.
Until yesterday when I woke up. My right ear also started to ring. And the ringing has been brought to a higher level. It is so loud that I can't even ignore it when I'm on the street. This time it comes with clogged feeling and some hearing loss. All of those bad memories flooded back like a nightmare. I'm in my mid 20s and graduated recently.
Just when I thought I can start a life with tinnitus that is acceptable, life just won't let you get away with that. I'm scared and helpless. What could I have possibly done wrong?
I just had a very bad day. Tinnitus Talk is the only place where I can people who are able to relate. I initially had my tinnitus on my left ear since September 2018. Those first few months were the darkest time in my life. I tried many things that I can possibly find (ENT doctor, supplements, acupuncture, etc.). It wasn't until early 2019 that I finally accepted the fact that I had tinnitus and began getting used to it. I listened to white noise every night and during daytime I also used noise to help me focus on my study. I considered that as my new normal and talked myself into living with that.
Until yesterday when I woke up. My right ear also started to ring. And the ringing has been brought to a higher level. It is so loud that I can't even ignore it when I'm on the street. This time it comes with clogged feeling and some hearing loss. All of those bad memories flooded back like a nightmare. I'm in my mid 20s and graduated recently.
Just when I thought I can start a life with tinnitus that is acceptable, life just won't let you get away with that. I'm scared and helpless. What could I have possibly done wrong?