At first coming back to work it was hard, but with a week or two I was okay, I still have my moments but I've been able to concentrate more and I try to ignore my tinnitus, which is still hard because I've had tinnitus for 5 months and still trying to hibernate to the sound. Yesterday was the first day I really tried to ignore my tinnitus, I was so focused at work and had a lot going on that at moments I couldn't hear it! I work in a public store in the bakery so I have something going on all the time and it does distract you.
I think working with tinnitus (if you can) is great, because it can distract you, keeps you busy and may help you not to just focus on tinnitus or depression. You can have tinnitus and still have a life.
I watched a documentary of a woman who lost all of her limbs from a flesh eating bacteria, and she was using a prosthetic arm thing and was doing her makeup! She was happy to be alive even though she had no arms or legs and she was dealing with it and still living a full life.
Now I don't know everyone's story, but that made me think if people can learn to live like that, then I can deal with this and learn to live my life as fully as I can. It's amazing what the body and your mind can get use too.
I have wondered about the disability also, in the US, it's very hard to get disability almost impossible. I know my mom has lupus, fibromyalgia, diabetes, PCOS, Heart failure, Lung Failure (due to Lupus), and that's still not all that is wrong with her, and it took her 3 years to get disability. I also know other people who have disability's that you can see and they still can't get it!
My mom with all that is wrong with her, she still doesn't give up, when my tinnitus started and still now she has helped me keep pushing for life, telling me that you can't give up. Life is a battle you have to fight for it when something like tinnitus comes. Life is so short anyways.