Dear Tinnitustalk members,
I have been a tinnitus sufferer for over 4 years now. The problem is I don't want it to become worse over time, because I fear that eventually there will be a moment when I can't live anymore with my Tinnitus due to its severity.
A few weeks ago I was in a car with some kind of music system, I told my friends it was far too loud for my tinnitus so I asked if they could turn the volume down, and they did. My Tinnitus felt just the same as before when I got home. The next week I went on a holiday trip and I had barely any problems with my tinnitus, it was even less noisy than ever before. As soon as I got back from this trip my tinnitus somehow worsened. I now have a new sound in my right ear, which seems to have a variable frequency, which is extremely frustrating and my fear (first paragraph) may be becoming reality. My Tinnitus is momentarily ruining all my motivation to achieve my personal goals and on top of that I have got hardly any energy / motivation left to actually meet up with friends. I feel absolutely awful at this moment, because my tinnitus has worsened before, but never this severe.
Thank you for reading my story, it really means A LOT to me if you read through it. I sincerely hope somebody is able to give me some advice on how to carry on at this moment.
I have been a tinnitus sufferer for over 4 years now. The problem is I don't want it to become worse over time, because I fear that eventually there will be a moment when I can't live anymore with my Tinnitus due to its severity.
A few weeks ago I was in a car with some kind of music system, I told my friends it was far too loud for my tinnitus so I asked if they could turn the volume down, and they did. My Tinnitus felt just the same as before when I got home. The next week I went on a holiday trip and I had barely any problems with my tinnitus, it was even less noisy than ever before. As soon as I got back from this trip my tinnitus somehow worsened. I now have a new sound in my right ear, which seems to have a variable frequency, which is extremely frustrating and my fear (first paragraph) may be becoming reality. My Tinnitus is momentarily ruining all my motivation to achieve my personal goals and on top of that I have got hardly any energy / motivation left to actually meet up with friends. I feel absolutely awful at this moment, because my tinnitus has worsened before, but never this severe.
Thank you for reading my story, it really means A LOT to me if you read through it. I sincerely hope somebody is able to give me some advice on how to carry on at this moment.